pieces

2004-12-12T19:58:00.000+08:00

Poor old Johnny Ray
Sounded sad upon the radio
Moved a million hearts in mono
Our mothers cried
Sang along, who'd blame them
Now you're grown, so grown,
now I must say more than ever
Go toora loora toora loo rye aye
And we can sing just like our fathers
Come on Eileen, oh I swear (what he means)
At this moment, you mean everything
With you in that dress my thoughts I confess
Verge on dirty
Ah come on Eileen

Hello my dear fuckers,
I'm missing Thailand alot. =(
i just talked to my primary school friend. Claudine
and she went thailand too and we were discussing about thai guys
ooh la la. ;)
im gonna migrate to bangkok nxt time.

I'm gonna get angry soon
i just feel it
OC season two episode four. yes i've watched it
you suckers! HA HA HA
and i had one more week holidays than you ! HA HA
that was annoying of me >.<

____ gives me a really bad bad uncomfortable feeling
just the mention of his name makes me wanna puke my guts out
eeyuk. i dont know why but i just feel that ur existence is
causing us alot of harm. It's just that there comes a point in someone's life (someone like you)
when you must realise that you should kill yourself for the better of mankind
and also, you wont suffer more nxt time and make ur kids suffer as well
(if u ever get married. but u might since u claim you are rich)

oh did i mention that me and ye saw mrs heng yst
and we also saw the moonface teacher and her boyfriend

2004-12-12T01:23:00.000+08:00

ness is leaving for hongkong todayy!
GET ME SOMETHING GOOD K
and u will be rewarded with eric cartman boxers
i braved through so much to get it for u
the shopkeeper even showed me his underwear
and asked if my friend was his size
then my dad was like : l

yes goodbye ness bon voyage
have fun in the PLANE!
ahhh.

sigh, my darling thai boy probably has AIDS
nah too goodlooking for aids

2004-12-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

heheh SEE first thing i do when i come back from bangcock is to meet ye
first thing i do when i leave is to call her
anw. we caught christmas with the cranks today.
IT SUCKS DONKEY BALLS!
Ohh yes i love takashimaya
gives me a homey feeling
then after that we went to her house then went to my house
and we sat by the pool

went to bangcock for 3days two nights.
thailand is absolute paradise, changed so much from the last time i went
cheap stuff, Fast traffic, pretty boys
WHAT MORE DO U WANT
sigh the cabaret show was damn nice
of course there were the oh so sexy trans, but but
the thing that caught my attention the most
.. THE PRETTY BOYS.as in those who arent trans, they're damn goodlooking,well groomed
and just the right amount of gayness in them
si bei sexy ah the way they dance
TOYBOYS
There was one particular guy i couldnt take my eyes off >.< hair ="D">.<
i miss bangkok
i should've stalked that hot guy after the cabaret show
but .. you know the parents =(

2004-12-07T20:33:00.000+08:00

Okay this entry is not for the faint-hearted, this is gonna be a really mock-bimbotic entry

So yes today me and da gals (: liteng, hw and ye) went out for yummy lunch at fish and co.! (:
yumms. then aft tht we went to da toilet to vomiiitt
*sigh* so fats alr :(
And den we like had to wait sooo goddamn long for like this sji guy and germaine tan was even later than him
we were like uber pissed off!! :(
i mean like do we even wanna meet him?!
so yes we tried to get him to give us 3 dollars (LIKE THREE FUCKING DOLLARS ALSO DONT HAVE!?) and in the end he gave like what two bucks which we returned since we got five bucks elsewhere.

shit sry bimbo entry bimbo entry FOCUS LACE FOCUS on your meaningless task for the day

.. and it was like raining.. i mean my hair like got all flat
if theres one thing i hate more than smelly guys who drink beer and eat meat all day, its FLAT HAIR. -pouts-
anw at first we were all like YOU UNCLE FUCKER
but after finding out some inside info
we were all sooo superrr duppper excited! yays!!
exciting sexciting!
and its like we were all like JONAS OUR BRUDDA
jonas our brother-in-law

awwww

ooh yeah we also took neos!
hahs.

what a sick person i am typing like that

leaving for bangkok tmr
=) my dogs are gonna be put in the pet shop
cookie's not gonna eat anything
he doesnt eat dog food
im gonna miss themm

2004-12-05T00:17:00.000+08:00

went to ye's house just now :) talked talked talked
YAY GARY TAN IS GONNA BE OUR VP NXT YEAR
(i knew u had it in you garrrrrryyyy barrry warrry farrrry marrrry meee maggie mee)

cabaret show, here i come (if my parents let me)
im not talking about just any aqua show u can find at "adults R us", shiny girls, exotic polars or shit
im talking about the most famous, must-book-48hours-beforehand, US 22 dollars per person
GAY SHOW. Heheh. dont think im sick, theres no nudity in it
and i know u secretly wanna watch tooo!
Sigh all my previous trips abroad, us kids (me,my cousins,my mums friends children) maid or one adult will stay behind and look after us while the rest will go to watch the stripshows
how unfair, but but BUT BUTT
but too bad this time its just me and my parents, theres no freaking way im staying in a hotel room in bangkok alone.

Ambition makes you look pretty ugly
Kicking and squealing gucci little piggy
You don't remember
You don't remember
Why don't you remember my name?
Off with his head, man
Off with his head, man
Why don't you remember my name?
I guess he does....

i get too caught up with the holiday season and PLANE RIDES!

The truth is that im actually somewhat scared to go back to school nxt year, and i cover it up with anger. Waking up at six + am, having to face the people that i have been trying to avoid for so long. The people who have bitched so much about me and the people whom i detest so much and have bitched about ALOT. (there are a few nice people in 3fucking G 3, like shaminah alicia etc.) And im also afraid i'll lose my temper again since unfortunately unlike some people i do not get the privilege of attending acting lessons since my dad wants me to keep it real (okay i made that up) Oh yeah not to mention the people who have set me up. muahah. or rather person. though that particular person i dont mind meeting her everyday cause theres just so much about her that needs to be mocked. AHAHA . For the rest i guess i just feel sad, bad guilty evil .
Plus homework too.

Oh yes and also
i did not actually sleep with mr loh
i slept with gary tan. :O :O =O
-dramatic music-

YES, THATS RIGHT.

take a deep breath people, i'd never sleep with mr Loh ! there's justtoo much tension, him being yaoen's netball teacher and yaoen being his trusty sidekick.

2004-12-02T00:30:00.000+08:00

uploaded pics under photos
how original
muahah

Caught Saw with Ness Today (I Love Caps for the First Letter of Some Words)
The show was just gruesome
but we werent ready for the life-changing experience (it was nc 16)
they should get cuter actors for the show >.<

Went to ye's house after that
Krystle was there
took a polaroid pic with ye
muahha ssshhh shakeee it

All the hype about Singapore Idol
i just dont get it. why do people go crazy over a cocky malay guy who shapes his brows
and some Chinese guy who cant present himself properly (not to mention he changes his voice while singing certain songs)
PEOPLE WHO VOTE are
like throwing their money out of their pockets. There are so many people starving out there and war victims, you might as well give them that money

I've stopped buying CDs since sec 1 (when i discovered the joy of kazaa and now ares)
heheh.
no but, just continue buying Cds and voting etc
YOU are their source of income
you put the bread on their table
you put the designer jacket on their shoulders

Oh well looks like jackasses and idiots play a huge role in our society today

And im about to become one of them becausee
im going to bangkok and i really really wanna watch the transvestite show
but must book beforehand since its supposed to be really popular
come on, the gays with bigger busts, rounder asses and smaller waists than most of us are gonna be dressing up as marilyn monroes, britney spears, tina turner etc and prancing around stage

we have to give them some credit for being beaaaauutiful
my parents will probably just kill me. ahahaha. but i hope i get to go to the safari and play with baby tigers and orang gutans! aww

A few years ago, if my dad had told me that we were gonna go to China for a holiday
i would've murdered him. But i've learnt alot over the past year, especially the past year
and i think that i finally got the message that my Dad was trying to send me for like dunoe how long. he works in codes, reverse psychology,reverse-reverse psychology etc
Takes awhile for me to catch up. haha

Now some tarot card shark said I'll draw you a heart
And we'll find you somebody else new
But I've made my last trip to those carnival lips
When I bet all that I had on you

2004-12-01T02:05:00.000+08:00

i tried baking cookies today for ye
i forgot to keep them and then they BECAME SOFT.
=(
And even though i used a cookie mix, bear in mind that
ITS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS :P

17

2004-11-30T03:17:00.000+08:00

screw this 3 am and i cant sleep
eric cartman's a funny bitch

"keep your friends close, but your enemies even closer"
-- Corleone

2004-11-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

just got back from meeting ye :)
went to ness house just now
sorry for trying on eyecandy's clothes
Ahaha. bye im off to indulge in Joey, clueless, south park and that 70s show

2004-11-29T13:46:00.000+08:00

SIGH
everyones getting suspicious when i talk to them
NESS, WE HAVE TO DO SOMETHING. MUAHAHHA

Anw, qinxian is leaving for germany on the first to study
hope he has fun and remembers to fedex stuff over for us (me and ness)
hope he copes well with missing me and studying german
SIGH x 359783758435

2004-11-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

Yaoen came over today
and indulged in more episodes of JOEY
the first two episodes arent that good, but the more you watch
the more used to/comfortable you get with the show

yes yaoen, i have to agree
third time lucky

Anw Hw's MANHUNT TWO (dont ask) is open
and contestants have to go through auditions
and somehow without me being informed
im a judge?!
yes, hw you have a vivid imagination

and haowen's taste is different
reaaaallly different from what normal people would define as cute
judging from what happened at manhunt one

you're eccentric, unique and wonderful
dont kill me for doing this but
anyone with names like guihua, nan xin, Jack, jie gui etcetc
please approach us.

2004-11-28T01:50:00.000+08:00

the guy with the broken wrist. says:
really notthing to do.

the guy with the broken wrist. says:
maybe the only thing on my list is to think of you.

the guy with the broken wrist. says:
=)

--------------- says:
AHAHAH THATS A GREAT LINE

the guy with the broken wrist. says:
just like your nick

2004-11-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

life's what you make it

and i met yaoen today so that cheered me up =D
third time luckyyy

I'm here because women are annoying and naggy
My mothers so fucking annoying not to me, but to my father
i mean SHE DARE TO BE MEAN TO ME
fuck no. because shes scared of me
But thats not the point, the point is shes fucking controlling
and look at my DAD , his old, and despite his
exterior, his kinda easy to bully. and he wont even go and fool around and my mum being so lonely and no friends and shit, wants to control him all the time and so they have the same arguments every time. GOSH. and its all cause she brings it up
I bet my dad thinks shes boring. Ok fine i think shes boring
Then she threatens to die, i mean u wanna die go die la
i hate fucking suicidal people
see what happens if he leaves u one day, u cant even make ur own money
u depend so much on him

and i know for a fact taht i will never commit suicide
because I AM A BITCH. a fucking self centered bitch i see no point in this
whatever

Plus Westlife cant pull off frank sinatra, annoying fatty mark
okay we shall forgive them since Shane is cute
oh fuck mark and bryan macfaden
too gross to look at
yucks.

And sometimes i feel like slapping those women out there and ask them to fucking wake up
especially those tribeswomen people (ohmigosh, hearing my mums voice like totally makes me wanna punch her, shes so childish like fucking grow up)
anw back to those tribeswomen, those stupid women who wear rings around their necks to make it longer. plus the men dont do it, maybe they should put rings around their dicks to elongate it so the tribeswomen get better sex (does it help? or maybe make it bigger or whatever)
And they go through so much, their necks become so fragile, the skin underneath is dirty, it takes alot of effort to take out the rings and attach new layers AND THEY WEAR IT FOR YEARS
fucking ugly. thats an extreme form of body modification PLUS you are made like that
accept it

Yeah we should respect their culture, but unfortunately im feeling bitchy
sooo... _l_

Okay Five of the best looking females i know
1. Eudora
2. Ethel
3. Sophie
4. unfortunately, i know too many ugly people
5. Heath Ledger

Now Five female celebs id' like to screw if were a guy
1. Jennifer Aniston
2. BRITNEY
3. Angelina Jolie
4. Carmen electra
5. Heath Ledger
i hate the
way you treat my dad, you dont fucking deserve him

2004-11-24T17:12:00.000+08:00

Ness just left my house

Yaoen went off to camp already =(
I MISS YOU COME HOME SOON
im so depressed im gonna sink back into depression and watch vcds the whole day

JOEY , the show is hilarious
CAPTAIN FABULOSO'S CAVE OF HAIR
and i cant find OC two episode three
dont highlight this chunk (its about the OC 2)

ryan came back to the OC because Theresa' lied that she lost the baby
aww

2004-11-22T18:24:00.000+08:00

you got me all wrong

OC SEASON TWO.
(______________________ long time ago)
i love trashy stuff
even though it is the exploitation of women
(GAM) people just watch it cause theres women,sex and money blahblah
but i enjoy watching bitches strut their stuff.
Though its quite sad that there are people who are much prettier and sexier than the actresses we see on TV And they are working as hookers or porn stars

i'd better go do some self reflection and think about what i really want to achieve in life
For the record, no matter how noisy and weird i may act sometimes
i dont think i really like to go to noisy crowded places. i love the Wheelock/Lido.. area
i am absolutely fine with just rotting at home with my television and computer
and i am moree than fine with spending time with yaoen
simple F-U-N
Its quality that matters. and i dont think i'd be able to enjoy myself if
i went out everyday going guy-hunting and acting gentle blahblah
and boring myself at the end of the day, like how some people do
Soo what you got yourself tenmillion guys
It's the same concept as having no true friends but many accquaintances

And no, im not a loser or a nerd
because i fucking say so

and i thought i'd be happier
you got it bad when you miss a day without your friend
your whole life's off track

2004-11-21T20:36:00.000+08:00

andy dick is hilarious. His psycho
what a dick

i've floated out of depression
the previous deleted entry was out of .. depression and anger
hahaha
watched a sinful movie with yaoen today
(serendipity) HAHA
my parents want to bring me to a pub in Mount Faber >.< dont ask.
helped ness plan a speech last night. you owe me one muahaha

Sitting here wasted and wounded at this old piano
Trying hard to capture the moment this morning i dont know
Cause a bottle of vodka's still lodged in my head
And some blonde gave me nightmares
I think that shes still in my bed
As i dream about movies they wont make of me
when im dead

With an ironclad fist
i wake up and French Kiss the morning
While some marching band keeps its own beat in my head
while we're talking about all of the things that i long to believe
About love and the truth and what you mean to me
And the truth is baby you're all that i need

I wanna lay you down on a bed of roses
For tonight i sleep on a bed of nails
I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

damn. whats wrong with china?
get in touch with your roots and where u came from
china's history is pretty interesting
no, im not being sacarstic.

That brings me to the topic of religion
Yes having a religion is good, it keeps u disciplined etc etc
But i have a problem with committing myself to something
Though that doesnt mean i dont have my own beliefs
damnn britney is hot.i shall unleash my plans about britney christina and madonna soon

2004-11-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

hahah stupid jiawen said that they should be called
CHUMCHUM AND LANDY

i've got some more SURPRISES FOR U NESS

2004-11-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

uploaded pics with ness and my dogs. HAHA
under satc

went out with vanessa wong,
hahah. cant believe i thought she was bitchy
yes but i wasnt really in a good mood due to some ____ reasons
anw miahiang came along
and then rui came along (after dunoe how many years i finally talk/meet him)
he refused to open up to me
in times like these, i can only run to MH for comfort

went off with van wongg
insisted on dedicating the neoprint to miahiang
and hers to gerald. HEHEHE

cabbed back and nesss came to my house

so yes me and ness rotted around
cause we were moodswinging
then we did lotsa stuff cant remember
but we were being

2004-11-18T20:19:00.000+08:00

went to meet ness just now
hehehe, thanks ness
i'll get my checklist nxt time
colin wong, ud better stock up on empty CDs soon

and yes i will hold on tight to _____'s tail HAHAH

whats so hard to believe about it
things will just go on normally la. >.<
i hope

the past few days have been really fun
been meeeting up with yaoen
her mother and my mother are gonna go out
wah party girls, so nasty go out get wild
hahahahah
her brother very nasty boy one
call _____ an O____

oh yes saw gerald and van wong yst
cant wait for my dogs to meet her dog
expand my dogs' social circle
heheh
so exciting, since TREASURE doesnt wanna
do the right thing
!!!!! doesnt even wanna fight
=p treasures damn cute and smart

=D

2004-11-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
It's as if you know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell

2004-11-15T13:54:00.000+08:00

My conscience (yes i have one) is catching up on me. You know something yet you cant tell it to the person. But if you were in that person's shoes you would want to know about it cause its...well,
a really big deal

nevermind, im no better than you (okay maybe a lil bit)
liarliarpantsonfire

Supposed to go to ness's house today but im just too goddamn lazy
Yesterday was spent
sleeping ,sleeping and SLEEPING
i feel so mouldy. ahaha

oprah show about to end
shall go channel surfing online blahblah
wait i cant even think right now. as in my brain is DEAD
cant wait to watch some senseless shows
omfg yaoen i forgot to return the movie
we're late AGAIN

ah shoot the holidays are gonna end soon = school starting = waking up early = having to use my brain who is really sleepy right now

and in no time we'll be in secondary four, how coool.
cause that means that we'll leave crescent really really soon!
where i can go pursue my dreams of being a hooker

YAOYAOENN =D

I miss Dopie (my dead dog, was put to sleep cause of some disease. his black btw)
Wonder if they stil remember him >.<

Pushing the night into the daytime
Watching the sky's first light
While the city sleeps

2004-11-13T17:46:00.000+08:00

im sooo bored.
had tuition this morning at the UNEARTHLY time of ten fucking am
if not for the weekly ROUTINE of having 2.5 to 3 hours of MATHS tuition
my brain would really be extremely mouldy by now
and janessa didnt come! cheater

cant stand people who act manly. >.<
im contemplating acting like a bimbo to piss people off.

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above
i just cant wait for my ten year reunion
im gonna bust down the double doors
And when i stand on these tables before you
You will know what all this time is for

gg for dinner with my parents now
goodbyebitches.
stop bingeing you hormonal shits

i love turqoise

2004-11-12T21:16:00.000+08:00

uploaded pics under satc

went to meet ness today
cabbed down since it was raining, and i was late
thought that i LOST my handphone and turned out it just dropped out of my pocket
ahh. i've never lost anything in my entire life (handphone/wallet la)

went to watch cellular
hahaha quite a nice show, pissed the whole theatre off

lets see what i did yesterday
went to yaoen's housee
her family went to watch mamamia
her bro's gf cooked or something
was having major problems with the...
MENSES AREA. MENSES CRAMP LA. SO LONG NEVER HAVE
SO IRREGULAR
CAN U HEAR MY CRIES hehehehehe
anw shes over now watching the champion

im here cause im pissed off by fiona xie
shes really pretty but her act cuteness......
reminds me of rosemary for some reason
hahhaha. yeah dunoe why also. HMM .
PONDER PONDER
GOLLYGEES. HMMMMMMMM

editted , juts sent yaoen back
went to play at theplayground together. >.< quit mocking me!
and my picnic boxer shorts. hahahaha
i made it through the wildernesss
somehow i made it through....
didnt know how lost i was untill i found you

what a cute song right. LIKE A VIRRRGINNN

been watching old shows like Bewitched and Mad About You
Mad about you is goood. hehehe
although all the jokes for most of the comedies are repetitive
i still LOVE WATCHING THEM

mwahaha. i enjoy saving yaoen from cars that are 1 km away
i enjoy standing in the middle of the road at night just for kicks
and running away when a pair of headlights are within sight
i also enjoy dancing with yaoen

2004-11-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

mwahhaha spent the day with yaoen again
ah so sorry rachel and gladys
hahah.

anw i kept insisting that ronan keating looked really happy at the VMA's.
hahahaha. (cause he was finally invited) and yaoyao said i was a jerk.
she made me watch the 9pm show.
THE GUY IS SO HOT. his got a damn nice tan and his so muscular
that one guy. whatshisname
omfg. please lemme talk abt HEALTH LEDGER
the uttermost cutest absolutely hunkiest MAN ON EARTH
WHERE SHALL I START?

issit his angular jaw? or maybe its his physique
his cuteee accent, his cheekbones, his manly nose.
the way he resembles brad pitt (the cleaner version)
i think he looked really good in ten things i hate about you. the curly hair gives him an edgy look. HEHe =D
>.> <.< i love yaoen

my mothers being hormonal
my dad's being a useless person in comforting people (like me)

here are my new year's resolutions. resolusions. (which is it?)

1. Stop biting my nails
2. Be more serious and stop mocking people
3. Tone down on the harsh words and bitching
4. Binge less (IMPOSSIBLE LITENG ,WE ARE GROWING WOMEN)
5. Wear a bra
6. Spend more time with my dogs
7. BE NICE. just one more year. one more year with that class.
8. Find something to do, bitching for kicks is wrong
9. Less hormonal
10.[[you]]

AHHAHAHA. KIDDING
10.Be more responsible and return stuff on time
11.Stop going for breast implants
12.Stop sleeping with teachers to get good marks
13. stop shoplifting
14. quit my part time job in geylang

2004-11-10T10:54:00.000+08:00

S O R R Y
new york new york
these little town blues are melting away
wahhaha
okay today we (me andrea liteng hw and ye) went to meet some VS peeople?!
omfg.
HAHAHAHAHA
they came with boosted egos, they left with
...

"join our sisterhoood."
"ur menses ccome alr"
"lets start withthe basics. horoscope, birthdate etc"
"okay round two. likes and dislikes"
hahaha i think i pissed one of them off with the prosperous eyebrows thing
anw lets not talk abt
bad stuff.. HEHE

so yeah me and yaoen went to taka where my mum was doing some reflexogy thing?!
then she said that sh ewould fetch us home
so yes she was being bitchy i was being bitchy. REALLY bithcy
non stop till nighttime
yaoen's mum is so cute!
shes like this little girl with subjective hearing
and she met my mum today she was like
REALLY LOOK LIKE JACLYN tay and she kept giggling
then she said "COME OVER MORE. COME LA. COME."
then she walks damn fast, cant keep still >.<

was bitchy till 11 pm.
ahhh. okay i've stopped at these few people
u said that u dont trust me so i should just fucking live up to your expectations shouldnt I

i hate m____.
my pink extensions are off, my hair is so screwed now.
not short not long not whatever
its NOWHERE. STUCK IN A RUT
phwarr
i wish i had long silky, voluminous hair
with soft curls. hahaha. but no that does not happen in real life
it only happens on tv

not cheap cheap. but cheap cheap cheap
chipchipcipcpicsi chipchip

IM SO SORRY TANG YAOEN
WE ARE GROWING WOMEN,
WE ARE CALM WOMEN
you can show me the ropes. i think im getting the HANG OF IT.

im living for the only thing i know
im running and im not quite sure where to go
i dont know what im diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you

2004-11-07T21:24:00.000+08:00

went church today
hahaha there was this couple sitting in front of us
the guy is not handsome handsome. his freaky handsome
so i just kept staring and staring (plus he looks like a girl)
anw, then i made yaoen stare as well
thenthen he told his gf we were staring
HAHA.

went out for lunch with the tang family and their friend + friend's son, aaron
annoying bratty fat boy. !!
keeps talking back and in a snottty tone some more

ohoh DAMN FUNNY
the only day i went to sch which was thursday,
me and liteng saw lingam at the gate
we went towards him
lingam: where u going?
liteng : smoking smoking (and she does the smoking action and gives him some weird look)
hahahaha. then lingam reached into his pocket
then stops. we start discussing abt brands of ciggarattes..
and he says his never SMOKED (liar, i suspect i've seen him smoke)
hahah. and we tricked him we smoke marijuana
to get high. heheh. =)

mob bosses ARE heroes
In order to rise that high
they must have been really capable (some way or another)
shouldn't we respect their TALENTS

i dont think it is right to criticise singers/actors etc
they've put in the effort to try to make an album, try to act well
and just because they're so goddamn popular and appear in every magazine
we scrutinise their every detail and point out every flaw
the point is they've put in EFFORT to do something

okay maybe ur shocked im saying this cause i've bitched so much - so much so that it can fill up the whole grand canyon

2004-11-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

i persuaded ness to watch shark's tale just now =D
hahahahha. it's the MOVIE OF THE YEAR
what a cute movie
jessica shrimpson. (she is pretty! its just the way she acts, makes most girls hate her and plus her hunky hubby who looks like cookie)
and there was one part about the godfather. heheh

omg. wassit yesterday
me and yaoen went out of my block in different directions
and she called me saying that there was this man bleeding
when i went there was this blonde guy lying on the floor
face down, and there was blood all over
his friends were calling the ambulance or something
they were all dressed ... smartly ?
kinda freakkky.

caught princess diaries ttwo with yaoen and liteng
the first one's better hahaha
the chalets haunted. changi chalet
couldnt sleep the past few days since i got back from the chalet
but it was damn fun
omg i switched channel and its some ghost shit on channel five
i swear.. this is
just weird

bugsy siegal, the man who MADE las vegas
and they said his dream was just a mirage in the desert

mrs tang met my mum..
she requested for my dad!
she said im lazy, attend lessons w/o anything, attitude problem, loves to talk back
and im BRIGHT
so i forgive her for everything.

yaoen i will never forgive you
"you two look alike just that *points to my mum* ur nose nicer"

and for making me watch silly shows= p
okay dick lee's quite handsome la. hahaha

2004-11-02T17:31:00.000+08:00

feeling so edgy now
ahh. i should stop being so fucking evil and bitchy
uplaoded some pics under satc

anw came back from the chalet to bathe
supposed to meet them later
bwah. me and liteng were kinda useless there
haowen was taking care of almost everything and everyone
we went to tampines mall to watch doll master
at night. BUS 29. BUS 29 29. WTF.
anw. hahaha. think we pissed some malay people off
it was so scary i swear i'll never set foot in tampines
ever again. !!!!!
the cab driver refused to take all five of us on the way back so we split up
me liteng and hw cabbed home- andrea and ye took the bus TWENTY NINE

when we reached the chalet, the guard (young indian man) tried to show us how to switch on some garden light. i convinced liteng he was a rapist
and that all his friends were hiding in our cottage and when we step in, they'll rape us.
but there was no one inside, except a huge spider and lots of ants. hahaha

they kept playing PS2, final fantasy HAHA. and some other disney game
bwah. went to take a walk at the beach
i meant only hw and ye. since me andrea and liteng refused to walk thru some dirty seaish pathway. hahah.
we saw laoda at changi prison, saw laoda's escape boat

ps 2 and X-box makes me feel so ancient
i still remember my beloved nintendo game set
i loved mario my dad taught me how to play it
and attack browser.

felt quite bad, this morning haowen went to sch alone from the chalet
shes the only one with a conscience
my albert, so manly
mr take charge of everything. hahaha =D
slacked around the whole time la. wahhah.
doubt i can meet them later though =(

YOU KNOW WHAT
so what if someone knows we're talking bad about them
(not referring to anyone in particular)
but seriously what can they do

fuck you? shoot you? rape you? kill you
hahahah.

oh the receptionist at the place
so bitchy, she was on the phone with haowens dad
"so if theres anymore problem just gimme a tinker"
"theres no need to get uptight"

wth is a tinker?!

2004-10-31T22:57:00.000+08:00

well i woke up in a car
i traced away the fog
so i could see the mississippi on her knees
i've never been so lost
i've never felt so much at home

happy halloween just got back from trick or treating
trick or treat
sweet to eatt.
went for dinner with ness and beverly at swensons, then we headed down to Agent B's house to trick or treat
ness was a witch , beverly was an agent. FBI agent
and i was an evil fairy. i swear without ness's witch hat nobody would've guessed we were dressing up for halloween.
ness said that i looked like a freako person. HAHA. some weird person walking around. we have to thank the witch hat

met yaoen after church ,she was kinda pissed
haha u said church guys are gentlemen
AHUH. half the singapore male population go to church
that does not make them gentlemen, act gentlemen yes.

oh shoot, i dropped my handphone on CONCRETE. not concrete
those rocky paths.h sooootsit h

so lets see how i spent my saturday
oh right with yaoen. HAHA
hmm.we're spending too much time together u hear me?!
DO U READ ME
too much time its getting FREAKY.
MWAH. and yes i am hormonal
shes seen me in my truly hormonal state of mind
and im sorry u have to go through that

COLIN WONG DROVE ME HOME. YES! =D hehehhehe
we were singing a duet "you are everything and everything is you... "
colin wong said that he built my housee.aww.you naughty boy

she reminded me of you
and when i think about it, i miss the times we've spent together
yet we're so distant whenever we meet.

oh yes. chalet tomorrow
bye human race! =D

ohoh that yaoen said that if i were a guy, i'd be like stifler. HAHA. nooo. i dont think so. im really nice and friendly with a good heart. (to people i like la)

but since i dislike almost the whole crescent population. HEHEHEHE.

oh mann. dont feel like gg to school tomorrow. i seriously doubt i will. check in tiem for the chalet is 3.30 pm. haowen was like "take mrt to tampiness.. then bus 70..."

AHHH STOPP. HAOWEN NO. WHAT IS BUS SEVENTY?! WHAT IS THAT

this is an edited entry.

time now is 1.10 am and im so bored. im still that damn bored. i cant not do something for one second. its gonna be a loooong night. i've still got to return my dvds, be more responsible since its overdue. and what else? oh haowen told me to buy more food for the chalet, erm schedule a date for mrs tang to meet my mum to get back my report card, recheck my SS and geog marks.

my results are fucking bad . who am i kidding when i said that it was average. im living in denial. but now, im facing up to that shit. from thursday onwards, u can find me at the library. i'll be there studying ,reading up on stuff .. so if u wanna reach me, just holler for me at the library. my whole life is gonna be revolved around books from now on.Y E S. one thing that people cant take away from you, its your knowledge. wahhaha.okay kidding. but im gonna be at the library quite abit.

philosophy kills but you've got the dreamers disease =D. thats sooo adorable. im fucking infatuated. this is bad. i need to be shot

2004-10-29T22:00:00.000+08:00

caught the grudge with andrea yaoen kuku today
wasnt a really good show.. not that scary
but the guy's quite charming. hahaha
ohoh. got a free haricut at fox!
the trainers were cutting hair for free
thank god me and yaoen had iris, the nice one =D
hooha.
she layered it alot (volume) at the top, so the front is shorter
but the back's long

mrs tang's annoying. im not going to get my parents to see her
i dont give a fuck if i dont get my report book back
okay goodbye mrs tang.

okay i got a secret
AH. =D

oh and SOMEONE made me sit in between two old men on the bus
and we were conversing about china
hehhehe

Heh. the kid in the grudge, ju-on whateverr
looks like the jap kids downstairs
hahaha. stupid yaoen kept wanting to check the juons out
there was this dmannn cute indo-chi girl
she'd better be thankful, i dont normally get chummy with kids
but WE KISSED. okay fine i kissed her
hahaha.

im really interested in ____.
its really amazing that someone whos actually real and only a few years older than me can produce such amazing work. You wont be able to understand his words by just reading them, you need to feel them.
But he seems like such a cool guy, and not your typical apparently cool guy (with baggy pants and spiked hair)
his got his own style, his own way of thinking, of doing things. cute in a sort of nerdish kinda way? hahaha.
crrazzy infatuatin/admiration

there are sooo many smarter people around with IQs above average
they know more stuff than we do, they score really well for their tests, their general knowledge and thinking skills blahblah is like whaooo
soooo, what are we doing here trying to study as hard as we can..
okayokay. to survive in future to make money
to learn some stuff at least and lead a comfortable life

maybe there isnt any point in doing something if u arent gg to be the top few in that category
but then again you never know till you try

Only the top few in professions (like being a doctor,dentist,lawyer,plastic surgeon)
they'll be the ones standing out and earning more money than the others
okay but then again most of the other people can earn quite alot of money as well
but not as much as them
im contradicting myself so much i dont even know what im saying right now

my conclusion is that i feel inferior to ridiculously smart people who are fucking capable.

i kissed a drunk girl
why do i do these things that i do
myself
i kissed a drunk girl
and im sure,
im sure i could've been anybody else
i could've been anybody else

2004-10-28T20:35:00.000+08:00

wahha. stayed over ye's house last night
as usual i go there for free food! wahahhaha
her brothers scorpions are freaky
woke up damn early and left
cause i cldnt sleep
was too hot there. hahah
treasure is soooo cute. and his quite big (okay bigger than my dog)
and he likes me!! =D

ah shit. todays supposedly results day
and i havent been to sch since monday so i WOULDNT KNOW
and im gonna die
since my mum and mis ang's gonna kill me
AHHHHHHHHHHHH.
lord i wish this wasnt so

and now ness is lost in some weird place
i have to be superman now and go save her. HEHE
wait try to.

omg. diana tang called me just now
that means my L1R5 is more than 30
but im positive they made a mistake
and did not change it (just like they did for mid year, and had to reprint my slip last min)
bwah. this school is so goddamn fucked up and bias
and diana tang tried to hint for my dad to come
she still thinks im lying and thinks that my dad is probably the fiercer one
my dad talks to me about sex and his young ahlong days
what more do u want princess diana?!?!
and stop insisting that i have family problems and mental problem or whatever shit
because i exagarate everything
i dont do my work because Im lazy. hehehhe

wahha and i cant stand it when people give me disapproving glances (ie, the woman in valley point whos crazy and disapproves of yaoen and me)

hurrayy. last day of school tomorroow
that means two whole months of not seeing people who hate me, teachers who hate me,
shit, lingam who hates me NOW, the disgusting classroom full of ants, the blood-stained toilet..
HEEHEE. =D

2004-10-26T23:06:00.000+08:00

forgetting all im lacking, completely incomplete

that below entry was pretty mean so i deleted it. please note that i did not call her ugly. i said she was "Cute not" but i never said she was ugly. i said she thinks shes pretty.
okay i realised its just words la.. and im really sorry for being too vocal.
but how do u think i felt in term 2 when u were so mean to me?
how do u think i felt when u ignored me and gave me evil looks? and when u didnt care since u thought that i could not do anything about it?
u were never all right with me from the start. and knowing me and my childish tantrums,obviously i wouldnt be too happy about that right.

im very sorry if i hurt your feelings. i just had to voice my opinions. guess i'll try to work on that.
i was angry. i wrote some shit.
well. you obviuosly wont believe me and i wont lie if i said that i didnt mean what i wrote.
maybe to a certain extent i did mean it.
but im still sorry.
you do have your good points, everyone does.
maybe i focused too much on your bad ones. well, you were mean to me. i said mean stuff about you.

theres something wrong with everyone of us, especially in 3g3 where we're all clumped together and have no choice but to hang out with each other, treating each other secondhand.
its just weird. and surprisingly i dont really care about what the class feels about me or what anyone else thinks of me. (except for yaoen haowen ness liteng etc.)
i mean if they're not my close friends and have not bothered to be there for me why should i bother what they think about me and my sinful acts.
i just wanna say that im sorry.
i didnt expect you to take it the way that you did.

theres alot of things i understand
and theres alot of things that i dont wanna know

2004-10-25T22:42:00.000+08:00

been slping damn late past few days
and talked to yitian on sat night (what a miracle she came online)
shes actually really nice with sexy legs
mwah been spending the past two days with yaoen
lets see
sunday
she came over after church
thenn we slacked around as usual
watched going on thriteen
the girls just like liteng. HOO

watched soccer with my parents last night
got really emotional over it
it was a really unfair game. luck sucks luck sucks
soccer guys thighs sexy ah

thenn today went over to her house and sabo her
okay im so sorry
our mothers have been talking behind our back s
so secretive and sneaky
HEHE
seems like im spendin every sec with her la

thanks for collecting my bra for me
her uncle damn funky
thenthen. we went around holding the bras in plastic bags (confiscated items returned)
and this fake LV pen her uncle bought from cheena
with the muffins her maid baked

ohoh . yah
please wait for me to return from my cruise
then i help liteng handle

2004-10-23T21:25:00.000+08:00

hooha
uploaded pics
40 onwards under satc

hahah today was a fun day la
with ness , pretended we were on a cruise
watched captain sky or sky captain?!
left halfway anw. hoohee

I SAW ******
HAHAHHAHAHA

ohoh did i mention that i tricked ness
about a cruise
and she went to ask her mother whether she can come on the cruise with me and my family
HAHAH

but im not gonna go sch nxt week for a few days
im gonna pretend to be away on a cruise
=D

2004-10-22T18:31:00.000+08:00

He's more than the laughter or the stars in the Heavens
As close as a heartbeat or a song on her lips

school has been a total waste of time
signed the thing today. the results thing? YES
anw they recorded down my E maths, SS and chem marks wrongly
hahahhaa nvm im used to the shit they put me through
look down on me ah
cheebye. HEHE

oh yes. my dad said that i've lost weight
thank you ~~god~~ daddy

ponned the CIP after school today
hehohehoh

omg. today was so sinful
okayy. me and liteng decided to pon lessons( since the whole class, almost la. are such bitches)
then we went to talk to the IT guy
the weird guy who invigilated us (and had to bear with my constant TSKS and slamming of the bloody paper)
the kinda fat, short guy
with droopy eyes
u know?
looks really sloppy.
anw we sucked up to him so that he would let us use the comp in the monet lab since the comp lab smthng wrong la dunoe wat maintenance shit

then we started trying to match make him with liteng's sister
then we went to show him the pic of _____.
hoohee. hahahahha
anw after a while it got really uncomfortable
and he kept saying he was stupid and dumb
possibly trying to fish for compliments frm two innocent sec 3s
and we said we'd add him on friendster
so yes he gave us his email (more abt his friendster later)

then me and liteng went to find father gary
and HAHAHA
WE TOLD HIM THAT THAT GUY TOUCHED US
but he obviously didnt believe. muahahah

okay lets talk abt his friendster which happens to be
comicdragon@hotmail.com --> add him la
she came over to my house after sch and we were searching for his account
thennn we realised that
NATANIA BEAT US TO IT. HAHAH SHE ALREADY HAS HIM IN HER LIST
feel so betrayed man
and not only natania
most of his testimonials are from students!
"my it teacher"
oh man. HAHAHAHA.

last night i was feeling bored
so i casually out of the blue really out of point and pointlessly asked my dad
how many girlfriends u got before

it ended up revolving into a two hour + conversation
hahaha. quite funny la

oh yes been hanging out a little with this mother who lives here (im still eyeing her young boyboy son)
feel so auntie
and oprah winfrey- like

STAND UP FOR WOMENS RIGHTS
STAND UP FOR US BLACKS

hehehhe.

2004-10-19T21:36:00.000+08:00

was too tired to get up today (ive been uphilling for one plus month and bingeing for half a month) wooo
decided to go to school at 12 plus
and thennnn...

social studies is freaking pissing off
they made a mistake with my marks (again)
first part 21/25 for source based. (my GREATEST ACHIEVEMENT)
the textbased part SIX UPON 25. HAHA
thats like one quarter the total marks or something

failed geog
failed chem

top ten for e maths baby! TOP TEN BABAYEYEAYES
55 for lit
thenn.. i forgot
wahha

house camp tomorrow
should i go or not. ah shucks
maybe its a good thing they changed it la. i guess
maybe some people were annoyed by the fact that some
joker is up there
doing weird stuff.
but too bad, my greatest trait is annoying people who piss me off

p/s: we dont backstab each other
and unlike some people with their imaginary fake friends, we actually like each other and have fun with each other

people who are great with words
are usually assholes who say stuff they dont mean
nyeh. i pity them with no true friends
muahha
so what if im an actsmart stuck up bitch
with nothing to show off
but still wanna show off something?!

HAH HAH
i must show off the fact that i have true friends! hahaha
WOOHOO.

people who admit to being bitchy are less scary than those who hide it
(well aint exactly a secret)

just watched godfather
its an absolutely fucking fantastic movie
someone actually led a life like that
cant wait to borrow the godfather part two from liteng who has it in LD HEHE

the first part was a lil draggy but it gets kinda interesting in the end
when all the killings start.
it was directed by sophia coopola's father
heh. interesting ah
he has a restaurant in new york and named one of the specials after her.
how sweet. =D

their backstabbings kinda remind me of something. (hehehe)

gambino family crime
i find it kinda confusing la.
so many different names
that are so bloody long
and italianish.heheh

2004-10-18T18:59:00.000+08:00

time's passing too fast.
especially for such an indecisive hormonal person like me
i cant make up my mind if i should go for the house camp, i cant even make up my mind whether to do the english portfolio or not
SUCKS BEING HORMONAL

hoho school was a total waste of time today
did i mention that lee bee yan is a bloody fake
gives the same speech everyday
and today she was staring at us like some evil bitch
gosh

havent done the bloody english thing
dont intend on gg to sch tmr. HEHE
getting back results

went to eat with yaoyao
then she came to my house. muahaha
ah yao ah

anyone wants to share a chalet with us
1st nov to 3 nov
or wasit 4?

OH DIANA TANG
hehehe. shes actually quite nice
started getting touchy with me and natania today
then liteng joint in. muahaha

oh my. yesterday i went to church
without a bra on! =D
hahah. went to meet yaoen and my mother thought that i was
MISSING. hahaha

like yaoyao haohao janessa M.I.A
one day . just ONE Day i dont come to school
and you get urself into deep shit.

2004-10-16T21:57:00.000+08:00

what do you get when you fall in love, a girl with a pin to burst your bubble
that songs so cute. it reminds me of get over it (and i cant find the VCD) which reminds me of video ezy/canton video which reminds me of how i conned the librarian like how my videos are always late. which reminds me that i cant get back my report card cause the books overdue since 3rd august

2004-10-15T17:28:00.000+08:00

had the farewell assembly
and passing over thing today

wait before i start
this is for jiawen :
ness told me you cried
anw thanks for lending me ur notes etc, and bitching with me when i was angry
we have a long history ,dating back to the time when you had syphillis HEHE
and even though you like to bully me and steal things from me
i will accept you and laoda still wants you to continue his legacy
dont cry little lotus. good luck for your future =D
im sure you'll make a good pimp.

but duh. after suggesting for us to plan the inter house games, making me go for shit meetings when i cld've been doing something more productive
and some teachers giving me prep talks on being more serious
i found out that
I GOT KICKED OUT.

i know maxine and joanne will do a better job, they're more serious/responsible etcetc
then again it could've been a good learning experience for me
but it cant be about me all the time

if the teachers cant accept me for who i am. THATS JUST TOO BAD.
do demerit points really matter
DO THEY . u mean u go out to find a job they care if ten years ago you tucked out ur shirt or wore a bra that isnt white in colour

there are many different styles of leadership
(mine sucks la) actually, i dont believe that my style of leadership sucks
i was given the oppurtunity to try to prove something, but instead i just ended up fucking around
but thats not THE FUCKING POINT. the point is
AFTER TWO AND A HALF YEARS
they sack me. hahahah

oh well. the past is the past
im a free girl now, in a free country
i can do anything i want without worrying (slightly) about the consequences
BECAUSE GUESS WHAT
THE TEACHERS CANT THREATEN ME WITH NO SHIT NOW

are my results really that bad?
no. its averagely average in a class called THREE GEE THREE

the sec fours are officially leaving

when i first came into crescent and actually before i came in, i loved it
I LOVED IT
but this year, i realised that i fucking hate it
but this disgustingly horrible school has made me who i am today

a fucking idiot.

muahah . and if thats who i am and who i choose to be
whos to tell me what to behave like
LIKE YOU STUPID TEACHERS IN CHARGE OF THE HOUSE THING
WHO BLOODY SACK ME.
and before that give me stupid speeches on how i should change

AND FOR ASSHOLES WHO Look down on me cause i lost the position
YOU CAN SUCK MY IMAGINARY BALLS

"theres so much more to me you havent seeeen"

oh and good luck joanne and maxine im sure you'll do a great job. =D
but i have to admit im a lil sad abt this thing. not sore. sad

the only thing that never changes is that everything changes

twenty oh four
you have been a remarkable year
liteng said that right now, we're at our prime man.

first few months was so fresh and new
new class, newpeople. everyone just getting to know each other
(smart asses like me knowing more than i should)
mid year totally sucked
yes, and i hated everyone and everything
but it made me realise who my true friends were
and how many mother fuckers there are out there
im so glad this has happened

and now after leaving all that shit behind and bitching just for kicks (hey, thats who i am)
i've finally found my peace (well, almost)
and i totally look forward to the future.

my conclusion is :
girls are such bitches, vain bitches

guys are such wussies or act cool people who think they're all that

thats the world man. =D
one day, i'll learn to live with it

but right now all i wanna do is to RELAX
and fuck a DEAN (hehehehe)

2004-10-13T22:16:00.000+08:00

science centre trip today
i wanted to learn
embark on my learning journey
but..
the journey was hindered with some setbacks.
(eg. liteng, berts)

but i managed to learn
cambriam explosions is spelt this way. HAHAHA

im suchan act smart ass. hoo

2004-10-13T18:48:00.000+08:00

hooha.
the past few days have been really hormonal
(as usual)
if i hadnt met yaoen yst i would've killed somebody

uploaded pics under satc
28 ^

wimbledon dom (who cares man)
SUCKS.
the whole movie is like watching a bloody dramatic tennis match with love scenes in between
wait let me correct that
watching smelly british guys
(only the american brat and german guy was cute!)

they just keep rolling around on the tennis court
and hitting themselves on pipes or something

muahha.

2004-10-11T11:35:00.000+08:00

I FIXED MY LINKS!
damn im smart.
muahah

2004-10-10T21:36:00.000+08:00

oh yes
its that time of the year again
[its that time of the month again]
halloween and christmas. muahaha

orangey/ lime green decorations
the bloody cute pumpkin
and the halloween treats are damn cute
ITS JUST SO CUTE, so bloody cute
the whole idea of halloween is so CUTE
and christmas
then new year
with a whole new buncha resolutions we dont bother to stick to.

another year has passed
in no time we'll be saggy old shits writing our wills.

i cant wait for halloween
there'll be no evil khoo swee lian to ruin things for us this time round =)

HALLOWEEN'S SO CUTE. OH MAN. =D
okay okay sorry. i'll calm down once i get over the cuteness of it all.

its christmas time
oh-oh-oh its that time of the year again
oh-oh ooooh.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
HAPPY NEW YEAR
HAPPY HALLOWEEEN

! ! ! !

2004-10-09T20:47:00.000+08:00

Don't your feet get cold in the winter time
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine
It's hard to tell the night time from the day
You're loosin' all your highs and lows
Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away

slacked with yaoen the whole day!
she came over at around 11 am
went to rent this video , american history
about racism

she said i dint get the sentimental part about the brothers
I FUCKING GET IT
I GET IT
DEREK IS HOT
WAHAHA
what a macho man
derek vinyard- tough cookie. and his arms very muscular leh.

anw we were watching friends/OC/sex and the city
till 6
took the dogs for a walk
and then went to do the uphill machine
HAHAHA. resistance or watever la
=D

norma bell

i've laid out my life plan
im gonna lose weight and be a stripper

just kidding

im gonna marry someone
someone called
gary tan.

2004-10-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

lizzie borden took an axe
and gave her mother forty whacks
and when she saw what she had done
she gave her father forty one

today was sucha long day
after the exams
kwan ni na made all of us stay back to settle the zuo wen
so we can calculate the marks

damnit i got the lowest for ca2

she was being unreasonable so we went to complain to pennnnyy
who was invigiliating
physics students were having their exams..
ahhaha we were damn noisy la. and my darling stephen did not seem too pleased

went out with audrey liteng roseee liyuan TRACE kuku liteng and NAT
then me and liteng went to watch white chicks with yaoyao and ah hao

OH YEAH. WE saw yaoens/tracys friend julian ah julian
hahaha
"DEAR AH NI BU YAO CHI KTV AH
NI BU YAO AH"
ooh.

white chicks was quite funny. =D
and im so sorry yaoen!
i didnt know __ was cute
i thought he would be like those
people we mock. hahaha

followed her to cut hair later
=D
and went home with rachel tanngg
yes. its great to live near people
then taking public transport wont be that bad

2004-10-07T22:08:00.000+08:00

i am

such

a

disgrace.

been slacking the whole week and not reallly studying much
SO, DURING THE EXAM
i slept for one hour plus for bio and chem (there was really no point)
i even had time to sleep for SS and LITERATURE

bwahaha

was channel surfing just now when i came across singapore idol
the part where they replayed all the contestants performance, the short snipets thing
wahaah
they looked FUNNY. cause you only see one small part of the performance
and theyre like bobbing arond
just bobbing
and bobbing
and bobbing

NO ONE GETs it
right?

emotionally unstable people are scary
emotionally unstable people who hurt themselves are even more scary
emotionally unstable people who indulge in sadistic stories are in between scary

went to yaoyao's house today
we were watching looney tunes babies
hahhahaha BORING SHIT MAN

anw fuck i realised i havent done the kwan ni na compo
she wants it handed in tomorrow if not she'll give me zeroo
but nvm im sure natania hasnt done it either. =D

2004-10-04T16:34:00.000+08:00

i am not gonna study for geog and bio

SUFFER, I HOPE EVERYONE SUFFERS
MOTHER FUCKERS
AND MY MOM JUST ASKED ME WATS WRONG

WHATS WRONG?!
FUCK
YOU.

I HATE WOMEN
I HATE MEN TOO
I HATE BOYS
I HATE GIRLS
FUCK. EVERYONE SHOULD JUST GO TO HELL
GO TO HELLL.
everyones A WASTE OF TIME
A WASTE OF RESOURCES

no one will understand
NO ONE
WELL THINGS WERE FINE UNTILL
FOUR FUCKING PM

everyones probably studying now
OH YEAH. EVERYONES SO FUCKING DUMB
JUST DONT STUDY
IT MAKES NO FUCKING DIFFERENCE
BECAUSE
WE'RE ALL WUSSIES
WE'RE ALL DUMB
biology is a fuck stupid subject
wOw.
WOWOWOWOOWOWOWOWOWOOOOOOHOOO

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG
WITH ME

face it anw
3/4 of us will grow up to become
uglier fucks struggling to make ends meet

im sick of everything
the SAME OLD stuff

ooh girl in ultra short school uniform skirt
and some guy in his baggy sch u
with a low slung bag
flirting like fuck

or

people who ask stupid irrelavant questions

for a LONG time i've been wondering WHY
people ask
"whys your hair like that"

duh. bad hair day

"you change bag ah"

obvious or WHAT

"you cut hair"
FUCK DUH

2004-10-03T21:14:00.000+08:00

give it a spin

oh yeah, downloaded the show joey

OH stupid tang yaoen
i NEVER EVER wanna jay/dray/jray walk with you
EVER

you could've gotten me killed.

people SHOULD take me more seriously
not that im forcing you
but YOU SHOULD.
i know i know its the way i act. but
i have a serious side too
everyone does

lemme give you some of the 843347020834 examples where I ,was right and no one believed me.
IM ALWAYS RIGHT. okay kidding.

Today, during tuition
i got the answer 0.85 for some question
the answer at the back was 0.858
jan and yaoen got 0.75

THE TEACHER TOLD ME MY GRAPH WAS WRONG
MY
GRAPH.

AND THAT THE ANSWER IS TOO FAR APART.
and she didnt correct them
BIAS. BIAS BIAS BIAS. SAIB SAIB SAIB SAIB

Next,

people dont believe me when i talk about things
they claim that easter island doesnt exist
they say that IM RUBBISHING about qinshihuang
they say that im bullshitting

oh well. ITS YOUR LOSS
for not taking me seriously
ITS YOURS. ITS YOURS

has it ever occured to people that i might actually be interested in things other than joking/raping/molesting/killing/mocking people

its a little too late to start studying now.
but i'll TRY
i'll try. if i get high marks.. (err)
YOU'D BETTER BE SORRY

mother fuckers who dont take me seriously
this is just a warning

mary bell will come for you

2004-10-02T18:08:00.000+08:00

there is no maffia
if you say there is
they'll kill you

done two chapters of chem and enzymes for bio =D
so fucking proud of myself
im having a headache now

i suspect that i have a fever.

365 days a year
24 hours a day
365 x 24 = 8760 hours

HOW HAVE U SPENT YOUR PAST YEAR

ur wasting ur life why not go kill yourself

"if you hate a person, you hate something in him that is part of yourself"
-Herman Hesse

its all been doooonnnneeee
ITS ALL BEEN DONE.

damn it my mother stole/took my favourite soft toy
and put it in the car!

2004-09-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

ooh lets see
exams are starting next week
and i've only done three chapters of chinese
half a chapter of bio
and half a chapter of chem

heh. while everyone was mugging away..
i went to meet yaoen that night =D
walked our dogs
and sat on the pavement to pray to the mooon
our dogs were our sacrificial items
mwahhaha

you only live once. ENJOY YOURSELVES.

yes, i didnt hand in a single piece of work for chinese the whole semester
ponned chinese today
tomorrow theres no chinese
next week = exams
after that she cant do anything to me anymore!
yay. HUURRAAYY.

now i realise i cant be so unserious anymore
after the talk given by so many teachers
aha
i'll try man. i'll try. seriously im not being sacarstic this time. haha

i found out something today
WHICH ADDED ON TO MY ANGER AND PURE HATRED TOWARDS SOME
mother fucking bitch who deserves to be burnt in hell
and fuck it you go recruit your child army for all i care
we'verecruited the jian people

cunning bitch. you are EDDIE CABONE.
but wait if ur eddie cabone
i'll strive to be al capone (at least his got the cash)

maybe u'll read this since u secretly come online
aww, you little angel
i wonder if ur parents know you're this EVIL.
nah doubt so. they're probably like you.

oops. im sucha bitch
"huh. its like she keep scolding vulgarities.. and its like i dont mean to talk bad about her but she keeps making me and shooting comments!! -sobs- -widens eyes- -batts eyelashes- and its like shes like super bitchaayyee, boohoo. im so scared"

FUCK MAN. little miss fako
so you think ur damn chio la
so you think ur figure damn good la
ah pui.

man u've got no butt man. NO BUTT.
so u think ur damn smart la
study 20 hours a day get high results
hell if anyone studied that much they'd get good grades too
so maybe u can recite the whole textbook
i can tell you about qinshihuang, easter island, cambrium explosions
and stuff that are far more interesting than the BORING OLD TEXTBOOK

ahaha and ur jokes
THEY'RE SO FUNNY MAN
people like you arent funny
people who think they're damn goodlooking arent funny
they dont crack jokes
they look into mirrors
and admire themselves
THEY'RE NOT FUNNY.

people who read this will think im a bitch
to a large extent maybe yes
but
THINK ABOUT THIS
IM BEING TRUE
IM BEING HONEST
IM EXPRESSING MYSELF

my fucking hatred towards you
i'll always remember you
EVEN IN MY GRAVE
I'LL THINK OF YOU
maybe you'll haunt me next time
since u'll die first la
bulimic and all
and resembles a cancer patient

-PURGE- PURGE-
so if ur smart you wouldnt end up bulimic
you'll have enough brains to control yourself
and know that it'll cause gastric problems cause of the acids
and stomach ulcer/cancer as well
which will result in you going for weekly treatments and having to
insert a tube thru ur mouth into ur ~~stomach~~
pussy.
and in in turn break ur hymen since ur an ANGEL VIRGIN MOTHER FUCKING INNOCENT FIVE YEAR OLD GIRL. AWW.

2004-09-27T18:11:00.001+08:00

monday mornings SUCK.
was so pissed off this morning
must be my fucking hormones
gave everyone attitude
and walked in the middle of the road
and blocked this car's way. and the car STOPPE
FUCKING WUSS. YOU COULD'VE KNOCKED ME DOWN. WHY DIDNT YOU

felt like benjamin mackenzie,
was even more qian bian than him

i hate it when people think that they know you
when in fact they dont
stubborn asses. go roast your ass (i bet it wont be as big as mine)
anw , king fusu the son of qinshihuang
he is the man. he is a real man.
someone forged a letter from the emporer to fusu - asking FuSu to kill himself

before he died, he said "When a father orders his son to commit suicide, what sort of son am i that i should send back his order for confirmation? you would not think much of me if i were to disobey my father."

with that, he killed himself.

damn, im in love with fusu. okay no im not.

i know you like to thank your shit dont stank
but lean a lil closer see, roses really smell like pooooooopp

as liteng said, shes leading her child army into battle. HEHE

oh yeah. desmond oh desmond why did you TSK me
when i sang killing me softly
sigh. wahhaha
me and liteng went to have a private talk with desmond today
HEHEHE.
"you got gf"
"thats not a maths question"
"im sure u got one, little rascal"
rascal desmond.

ahahaha
someone seemed pretty pissed off in the afternoon
so me liteng and natania wrote him a love letter
THE NIGHT WHERE YOU CLAIMED WHAT WAS MINE
AND WE SHOOK THE HEAVENS AND THE HELLS.
we were tryin to create an 18th century effect. =D

youre fairer than the turtle doves in the turtledove nest; mating intimately

2004-09-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

who cares man if benjamin oeiesorieusoies cant sing
HIS CUTE. =D

wahaha

anw just now i was feeling bored so..

me : i wanna visit conficius's temple and the tomb of qin shi huang. have u been there?

dad : no, i went to another part of china. but we can go there for a holiday in december

me : ya china fun ah =D lets go there

dad : (was damn happy) ok =D

HAHAHA.

2004-09-25T21:48:00.000+08:00

hahahah what a fun nighttt =D

went to yaoens house for dinner
and and, it was damn funny
she refused to wake up
so i snatched her pillow, bolster and blanket away

thenn i threw her underwear and clothes on the floor
and her dog kept biting it
and she kept chasing after her dog

heheh prank called people after that =D

eh laoda sorry la
bu yao da wo la
bu yao suan zhang la
____ mei you angry la..
please la laoda PLEASE
PLEASE..

ahahhaa

thenn we went to my house
playground + pool
to
MATCHMAKE OUR DOGS!

hahaha fuck la her dog doesnt seem to like my dogs very much
and yaoen called cookie the crazy dog.
damn. then we made them slide down the playground
and spin around woohoo =D

tiring. AND FUCK NO STUDYING DONE.
MY HORMONES AH

2004-09-24T20:01:00.000+08:00

heehehehee
mrs lim found out that we ponned english and made us do some fuctional writing crap that day
and we kept calling her CHERRY

CHERRY
CHERRY
WHERES THE NECKLACE U STOLE

hahaha and we plucked some flowers for her,aww=)
its been fun annoying her and acting depressed
"I.. I.. IM IM J.. JUST SO STU.. PID"

went out with yunjia tang and liyuan today..
felt like a gooseberry with natania and estee morgan
hahaha
went to meet miahiang at holland village after that
FUCKING VULGAR ah long
so rude to LAODA
ahhaa kept staring at the indian man opposite us

ooh saw xiao bai nian
he looks like a ben.

on wednesday, gary seemed to be in a bad mood.
so, i brought him to chill out at a jazz club
hahahah ;)

OH YAH.
today, i was just innocently sleeping after the english paper
and i felt someone pull my ears

it was..

PENIS ANG.
you come to an examination to do ur best, not to sleeep.
=p

2004-09-21T19:05:00.000+08:00

my mom told me that i walk too fast - like a guy

my best friend once told me that i lead a fast paced life

my favourite teacher(husband) thinks im not focused

my father says im lazy and messy

he once said that im heartless

hehehe, been ponning english and spending our days at the male staff toilet
and the chamber of secrets
we found a secret light there.
i finally found my charger, charged my phone
aaand, we kept listenin to the recording of the conversation
HAHAHA

estee said that she likes me,
that she LUUURRRVVVESS me.
(ahahaha natania, u sucker)

lesbian tendences
so..
tempting

ahahaha
i wanna fuck
the three greatest men in china history

(okay that was just to freak mr gary tan out)

2004-09-20T18:29:00.000+08:00

i think im on cloud number 999999999999

went to study with tang today
okay SORRY. for EVERYONES GOOD, DONT EVER STUDY WITH ME

SATURDAY WAS INTERESTING
saturday night fever
so SCANDALOUS. NICE.
subject *****
wimp. wuss. HAHA =p suckass.
oh yeah, yaoens dad sent me home
(i felt we had a connection) okay maybe not
his missing his wife whos in paris for a holiday
sigh.

i've movedd
was cut off from all of civilisation for the weekend (no phone, no internet)
first night was
horrible
but im loving it now ahaha

oh yeah. i studied
one page of bio
one fucking page
catabolism + anabolism = metabolism
everyones so stressed out
chill CHILL.we're sec 3,
if we all dont study, it'd be gooood
cause everyone willfail but our level positions wont be that bad
and our parents wont scold right

was busy with liteng and OUR IT HUSBANDS today
HAHAHA. fuck man.
"dear ah MAI MATRESS FREE HANDPHONE LEH
DEAR AH
DEAR DEAR DEAR
WO MEN CHI MEGA MATTRESS"
HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

oh and miahiang refuses to wear
a blue rose. ahahhaha
my dog tried to attack a poodle
or was it a maltese? (however u spell)

how many special people change
how many lives are living strange
where were you while we were getting high
slowly walking down the hall
faster than a cannonball
where were you while we were getting high
someday u will find me caught beneath the landslide
in a champagne supernova in the sky

"even if a tree reaches the height of ten thousand feet
Falling leaves return to their roots"

2004-09-17T20:07:00.000+08:00

uploaded pics, under satc
had a really fun day today
ahaha, shot some porn scenes
made out in the toilet with mr gary tan
hehhe
and went out with liteng andrea hw and ye in the afternoon

you're the one who's been takin me for granted
im not some fucking dumbass who'll sit around, wait for you
and not care about my other friends
i realised my priorities are just
WRONG la
even other people have been pointing out some stuff to me

anyway let us move on to some evil lil hussy
who tried to get some stuff of mine confiscated
and another backstabber
HEH, I KNOW EVERYTHING. WELL ALMOST
in fact, if u wanna report to HER (when she doesnt even like you) like some singapore spy working for the japs
go on,
she' doesnt even like you (sorry, i feel the need to stress on that)

yeah i have to admit shes a good actress
i fell for it in the beginning of the year
but those little schemes of yours wont work forever
i really pity your future husband
doesnt know what kind of demonic monster baby bastard child
he'll have

maybe its time to wake up, cause some of us have
things are certainly SUSPICIOUS whenn...

1) someones capable of telling even a hippo, or the fattest woman alive
"noo youre not even fat, i mean come on. LOOK AT ME. IM LIKE SO OBESE" when the persons obviously not even fat.

conclusion: shes a liar and a fake

2) the person says "oh no, im so fat and ugly, i feel soooo inferior " -batts eyelids
and then she can go onstage and dance around and act like shes some high profile shit crap actress

conclusion : she thinks shes damn goodlooking and is "the greatest thing since bread cake slice"

3) the person is always smiling and widening her eyes. and she is capable of even feeling sad (wow, real sad) for a complete stranger "oh no, is something wrong? are you okay? come on just tell me ur problems.. you'll feel better"

ah PUI.

conclusion: she REALLY IS A FAKE

4) shes so stick thin and says "oh you know in my house, you eat the vegetables, you can only taste the oil. haha wah i ate so much today. some chocolate bread, then i drank 5 cups of milo, ate ten slices of bread, ate five hundred chickens since now bird flu they only raise the price of the eggs"

ah and she has lost so much weight and makes stupid excuses when u ask her to eat
how is that fucking possible. if u eat alot, you put on weight if u eat less, you lose weight. can anyone GRASP this simple logic? those who dont put on weight are usually tall and have small bones. SHES SKINNY CAUSE SHE SIMPLY DOESNT EAT.
(i bet she secretly admires me and wants to pretend she eats alot to compete with me. mwahahha)

5) she takes acting classes.
that does prove something. it fucking does.

6) "oh no, i didnt even touch my books man, i never study at all. thats possible. really. "
and her grades are so high. she hands up all her work on time and pays attention in all the classes.

ooh while im here shooting vulgarities and insulting people
shes probably
batting her eyelids, widening her eyes
and going like
"ya i dunoe whats her problemmm? like, i dont mean to bitch -small pause to tilt her eyes upwards and avoid eyecontact- but, i mean blahblahblahblah"

ooohsies you aree shooo cutesies..
YOU DESERVE AN AWARD FOR THE ROLE THAT YOU PLAY
no you deserve to be put in the amazon jungle with the cannibals
where they can rip your flesh off, dig your eyeballs out
pluck out the hair off your body one by one. chop your body in half
and when u can still feel the pain
put u in hot burning fire
and feed the other half to the wild animals roaming around

2004-09-15T19:09:00.000+08:00

mr DESMOND kiong is a mockery. hehehhe
me and liteng have been tryin to seduce him,
OUR WAY. AHAHA
ah well, it chased him away
hehehe, we pretended to smoke, we sang to him, winked at him, gave him the retarded bug tooth look, we made gun poses
we even did magic in the male staff toilet!
( a construction worker interupted the process)

miss ang's mean , she told me WHAT DO YOU GO TO SCHOOL FOR
TO SLEEP? MIGHT AS WELL DONT COME

SHES WHAT I GO TO SCHOOL FOR

ponned eng and chinese today
apparently, kwan ni na asked the class where is my baobeii

cant wait to move in this saturday
yaoyao and I can start our intensive studying programme
rachel and me can start our exercise programme
hehehehe

all she wants to do is dance, and make romance says:
THIS IS WAR
all she wants to do is dance, and make romance says:
LITENG , TOMORROW
all she wants to do is dance, and make romance says:
IM NOT UR FRIEND
cos she's still pre-occupied with 1985 says:
YES
cos she's still pre-occupied with 1985 says:
TROY
cos she's still pre-occupied with 1985 says:
HELEN i mean DESMOND WILL BE MIND

this will never end
first stephen, now desmond
mathematicians are just
cool man. cool

no one else comes close

natania mocked me, "stop singing songs that are older than you"
dont mock my fathers music la
that day he kept asking me about his hair
sigh, thinking aboutthe days when he still had hair
when he had a hairline, when the price of oil started increasing
when the terrorists started attacking
and when he was still skinny

oooh baby baby its a wild world
i'll always remember you
like a ~~child~~ girl

2004-09-11T22:36:00.000+08:00

i CANT FUCKING HANDLE THE TRUTH. u know whats wrong with teenagers nowadays? argh. im just gonna go be a nerd or something. watch discovery channel, which i actually do,occasionally. so yes, ur good looking. great for you. oh fuck your ugly. and no one wants to talk to you. u see, all the guys wanna talk to a goodlooking girl, and are they even goodlooking themselves? do they have good characters? the girls just flirt with every damn guy they meet. and most of them not in a mocking way. its so lame, and im so lame, and fuck it. im just ...
and honestly, i think i've only ever realy liked one person before. and i just liked nicholas etc for the sake of liking . argh. wtf am i talkin about? plus i suck. im so hot tempered, i dont forget stuff, i pretend i fake i fake even more to fake people. i lie i cheat i bitch, backstab, then complain about other people who do that as well. i annoy the crap outta people and i enjoy seeing them annoyed , i've a sadistic nature. its a wonder why i even have friends. and i honestly dont care if everyone hates me cause BEEN THERE , DONE THAT.

and i realised its september eleven so let us all please observe a minute of silence for the victims of the unfortunate accident.

from now on. im gonna stop faking. cause u only get to be young once. when u grow up, u have to be fake. its a must. isnt it great to be young? u have your whole life ahead of you and if u havent achieved anything yet, you're not considered a loser .. but on the other hand if you're 45 years old, saggy and lonely, thats just sad.
I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE CALL ME WEIRD,CRAZY OR MAD OR WHATEVER DONT FUCKING JUDGE ME WHEN U DONT KNOW ME.
WANNA KNOW SOMETHING? ITS TEN FORTY FIVE PM, SEPTEMBER 11 2004, IM HAVING MY PERIOD. IM SUFFERING FROM A MELT DOWN. THE SECOND ONE THIS WEEK. AND GO ON JUST THINK IM WEIRD. IM "choking on all my contradictions", cause i shudnt care wat people think about me. because IM NOT WEIRD. IM NOT WEIRD.
things WERE looking up at the beginning of the week. but i guess not now. hehh, so yeah screw everyone. oh and one more thing , for all you despotic people out there who rush into relationships, grow up .thats so wrong. YOU DONT FUCKING DATE FOR THE SAKE OF REPUTATION CAUSE NO ONE CARES. U DONT PURPOSELY GO OUT THERE TO FIND SOMEONE TO LIKE. (LIKE THE FUCKING AH BENGS WE STALKED TODAY)
and no one cares that im rambling on like this but im just doing this cause if i dont i'll end up making enemies with everyone on my msn list

uploaded pics, under sex
had flag day today
me and liteng had a few moves
1) just keep smiling, no one rejects a smiley person (okay fine they do)
2) the ACT CUTE one
3) the cornering approach
the funny thing was most of the people who donated were either average or below average FUCKING WOMAN U GOT MONEY TO BUY LV BAG AND WEAR A BURBERRY DRESS U DONT WANNA DONATE?! it was fun watching people run awayyy oh yeah, some people really need a good shave you know the beard (its a funny word) ya! they dont shave properly there are some areas that are totally clean and in certain places theres alot of BEARD plus, they're all of different lengths!
went to catch terminal with andrea hw ye and liteng its A STUPID SHOW. just dont watch it it revolves around some made up country and an idiot stuck inside the terminal (tom hanks) and there was some minister in the cinema with us or so says haowenn
went to watch raising helen with ye andrea and jan yst quite nice la the show but but andrea and jan were pissed with me and hw (i think) oikay most probably hahaha DONT BE SO COLDD went to meet riana after that dint get anything done had fun chasing people away wasted the whole holidays I AM JUST TOO LAZY dint bring back any books.

sigh yaoyao ran off with My (maria, since im a maid) love. =(=(

so sweet =D aww. haha okay i take back what i said as well
kk gimme some time
tonight when im in mood for love (when i see ____)
i'll tell you sweet stuff OKAY?
IM NOT READY FOR THIS
I NEED TIME
OKAY KIDDING. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

2004-09-09T01:21:00.000+08:00

i talk too much
yes, im just gonna blab here

okayy today i made friends with this mother
whos really pretty , and has a gucci bag.
she has two sons and one daughter. oooh, so CUTE i tell you
im eyeing those young kids
okay only one of the sons la (im becoming like ness)

btw, ness is good friends with my ten year old cousin
wait i meant BEST FRIENDS

wow i made motherly conversation with the mother =D
damn.

kim catrell (or however u spell it) is so much better than
kristen davis
charlotte york, (played by kristen davis) is so SAINT
or should i say ACT saint
wtf is wrong with everyone nowadays
at least samantha gives a good fuck and carrie is honest.
(she has orgasms almost everytime she has sex)
i cant stand charlotte york!
even miranda who is really ugly, is much better than the OH SO CUTE charlotte
argh. and what does she want in life
fucking marry some fucking guy and have children blahblah
SHE THINK SHE BRADY BUNCH AH

yes i TALK TOO MUCH
IM SORRY. FUCK IT
IM OFF TO BLAB ON THE PHONE NOW
BYE FUCKERS.

waitwait
this goes out to andrea jan and yaoyao
we have to have a contingency plan
U HEAR ME?
we have to be able to come up with something smart
AND BELIEVABLE.
=D woohoo

I LOVE THE YOUNG BOY. HEHE
HIS CALLED ____ =D

2004-09-07T20:53:00.000+08:00

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Light are low, the curtains downThere's no one here
There's no one here, there's no one in the crowd
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there's no one around

2004-09-06T20:35:00.000+08:00

im a horrible person and i feel like shit

oh did i mention that my mom cut herself with a knife
and i dint even bat an eyelid
when i went to my cousins house
i felt so distant towards their maid
who used to be mine
since i was 2 years old
till i was 11
err.so nine years

and im so thick skin that during the house thing
i was the only fucker there who wanted the thing and admitted that i wanted it
plus the only reason why i did not vote for myself was because
there were other people there checking out my voting form

at least those who wanted it pretended that they did not want it
but there were some who really did not want it
blahblah

went to meet ness at great world in the afternoon
then we went to valley park and valley point
hahaha
I TOOK THE 139 BUS THERE
AND
THERE WERE TWO INDIAN MEN
WHO KEPT STARIN AT MY BREASTS
sexually deprived maniacs
huloee, my breasts arent even that big
and he went to grab my breasts
okay i made the grabbing part up
HAHA

this is it
im through with public transport
AND IM THROUGH WITH NATANIA CHUE
THIS MARKS THE END OF OUR FRIENDSHIP
hahaha,
today is the day
you loved and lost
hyukhyuk.

went to rianas house just now
she had guitar lesson
and i fell asleep on her bed
thenn her mother came in
AHA PAISEH

2004-09-05T21:36:00.000+08:00

everythings fine now
. my parents are being damn lovey dovey and ultra nice
eew.

stayed at my aunts house last night
hahaha my cousins are damn annoying but quite cute lar
couldnt sleep the whole night
stayed up watching tv/talkin on the phone/reading

AND SOME PEOPLE had to go like
"WHOS THAT TALKIN, " "theres something at the window"

just came back from meetin riana
hahaha, we 're plannin on doing smthng for gary tan =D
HOOO

2004-09-04T19:00:00.000+08:00

just came back from
meeting ness

okay .wasup lace
how are u?
oh my parents want to get a divorce
cause my dad has had enuff of my mothers shit attitude
wow. like FINALLY

okayyy, theres a hugee drama going on right now
my aunties are all over
and the family membevrs
blahblah

surprisingly i dont feel sad
its so mean la. but
I'VE TURNED COLD
blahblah
i'll be back to update later
more news on my drama mama life ahhaha

2004-09-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

THIS FUCKING COMPUTER
IS PISSING ME OFF
THE INTERNET EXPLORER KEEPS JAMMING UP
EVERY FUCKING SECOND
EVERYTHING KEEPS JAMMING UP

DONT JUST READ THESE WORDS
FEEL MY ANGER
fucking feel my anger.

oei,CHIO BU
i just cant stand ur actions
STOP FUCKING ACTING SO GUNIANG
AND OH. "like look at me, im like so pretty, im EVERYTHING. im THE IT GIRL, IM LIKE A SUPERMODEL?!"
UR ACTIONS AND WORDS
they are just wrong and downright sinful

u and my computer shud just merge together
and be in the
top ten things that cause pollution list
but wait, u arent even worthy of merging with MY computer.
wahhahaha.

_l_

i will cross my legs the female way
i will GORGE OUT MY EYES
bat my eyelashes
blahblah

btw,
i dont mean three quarters of the things i say
i just say it
for the sake of saying it
so yeah
SCREW U.

if u read it and think that i lead an angry life
NO I FUCKING DONT
im actually very happy
im a gay girl.
ahhahahaha

OH I CANT DESCRIBE
BUT ITS SOMETHING ABOUT
THE WAY YOU LOOK TONIGHT
OH TAKES MY BREAHT AWAY

2004-09-02T16:14:00.000+08:00

diana tang dint come and mr kiong is a total pushover. =p
kwan ni na dint comeas well. okay fine. me liteng and natania went
to the library
and thenn we went to help at the champions seminar (since we werent invited)
tried to steal the souvenirs
and the food
sat at the back ... as in on the floor
everyone else had seats
saw ___ there, so good looking ;)
azlin told me that i wasnt properly attired
so we left the hall
hahahha got caught by kalavathi for going into the rooftop . yes INTO

stupid natania put me thru shit man
the ladder was so dirty

so basically we had no lessons at all today
or we dint bother listening to mr kiong
one more day and schools out =D
ooh went to find gary tan today
and we took one flower from miss chias pigeon hole and gave it to him
thennn after talkin to him, liteng took the flower back
"sorry ah this isnt for you" and she put it back into miss chias pigeon hole
MR TAN, I PROMISE UR PRESENT WILL COME NEXT NEXT WEEK.

went to unpack some stuff after school
oh man. too much exposure to the sun
im so dark now.
fuck

2004-08-31T22:08:00.000+08:00

IM moodswinging right now
maybe my periods coming? NO IDEA.
and the comp is so fucking screwed up
my house is almost half empty
and i havent even packed my room yet
my mothers being drunk and annoying again
(gosh)
i cant even do something correctly, not even purging
great.
butttt

natania cheered me up =)
BY SAYING SOMETHING
i hate you so much for that

teachers day celebration today
had a fun time crappin around with ness and liteng
the skit was damn funny, on mr loh. heh
but i guess he feeels insulted
went to henry park primary with ness today
we tried acting like we were from henry park
played with the small children
there's this damn cute boy there called james
wahhaha who needed ten cents
SO CUTE RIGHT.
we also did so many sinful stuff today

had the house elections today
i guess i havent been the most responsible person lately
i will change, i must change. i have to change

made a personal apology to mr lee yst =)
he seems like a very
gentle, nice guy
aww

heheh that day me and liteng acted freaky in the sec one toilet
we stroked our hair
stared into the mirror without smiling
and said
"i like vampire porn"
"we have to dig out her intestines, drink her blood"

2004-08-30T21:20:00.001+08:00

baby i love you oooooh
baby i need you
OOOH WHAHAHAHA FUCK LA
WHAT WAS THAT FOR?!?!
AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

NATANIA CHUE SHIHUI
how could u do this to me and liteng
just so u can go hankypankying around with others.
AFTER ALL THE SHIT U PUT ME THRU
THE SHIT. THE SHIT
anw
me ye jan and andrea told
greggie some stuff ;)

heheheh, GREGORY MR BALENOOO .

okayokay,! exciting news!!!!!!
IM GETTING CHEM TUITION
FROM A

FUTURE PILOT. he just got accepted into SIA
so he can only teach for a few months
his muscular and most probably gay. wooo =D

happy teachers day mr gary tan!! =D
thanks for being sucha wonderful humans teacher and giving us so many hints for the exams/tests even though we all still fail .. laogongx, u must take caries of urself when u go reservice kkz? ur laopox will be right here waiting for u. HAHA.
ok seriously, u've been a very wonderful teacher and the reason why i dont pon school on mondays,tuesdays and wednesdays. =)

HOOHOOHOOO.

dawn choo is damn cute :) even though she keeps scaring me with plastic cockroaches.

im testing peoples reactions on msn
if i call them "handsome boy" and "chio bu"
wahhaha. =D

2004-08-30T21:20:00.000+08:00

2004-08-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

jiawen :
i dont know who the hell mother ma is but she doesnt sound decent ok?

seriously
she sounds out of this world
she sounds like a tough cookie hard to handle
p/s father fa aint any better

mother ma at this time
7th month

how dare you
offend mother ma
u will be the death of me little lotus!

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2004-08-28T23:15:00.000+08:00

what a great day =D
it was the most
INTENSE
MIND BLOWING

.. EXPERIENCE EVER
we and yaoen went to

THE ESPLANADE!! to catch...
click

thenn we headed down the fullerton for supper

NO.N-O NOOOO
we went to chinatown !
we went in

THIS
click
to watch

MA MOMENT

it was a fucking waste of money
aaand we kept laughing during the play
cause of MOTHER MA
wahhahha
since it was sucha bullshit play,
we stayed behind and acted as playpies
we snuck BACKSTAGE
and got some photos with some of the crew members

click

click

yaoen: "yeah we're from the la selle (?) school of arts. we really enjoyed the play, would like to know more..."

gay boy : "the drama department? or what department?"

thenn we proceeded to have intense
mindblowing
........

wahhaa
but we got to explore chinatown =D

heres some things i wanna do before i die (not in any order)
1. find out how a mass orgy works (but not actually takin part in one)
2. bungee jump
3. tell my parents i love them
4. ~~steal~~ something cursed from the pyraminds of egypt
5. pierce my ears
6. ride all the rollercoasters in disneysea, and in ALL the disneylands
7. join a protest rally
8. hunt down mrs khoo
9. adopt
10. get every guy i know to admit that he surfs porn
11. hack
okay maybe not
11. not die alone
12. repay my parents every single cent they spent on me

2004-08-24T19:02:00.000+08:00

conferenced with ness and ye last night
then me and ye talked till really late. hehh
couldnt sleep after that
nearly died in school
me jan and jamie went to yaoen's house this morning
soo we were late for mass run .wahha
just my luck to run into penis ang
when i was gg to the monet room to get scandalous with mr gary tan ;);)

this is bad, im hormonal

check this out,
we wanted our class shirt to have the words
penny and me tonight
but
but
but
she disapproved
"Why tonight? why why. "
"later people keep calling my name"
"why dont u put an inspirational quote"
"YOU ARE YOUR WORST ENEMY"
female hitler

OH GOD I JUST REALISED
THAT
I HAVE E MATHS TOMORROW
AND I STILLL OWE HER 4 PIECES OF WORK
ive run out of schemes and tactics
i've decided
not to go to school tomorrow
just kiddin
i'll probably end up going anyway

hold on to this moment

guess who i really admire
guess who i wanna be
guess who i wanna fuck if i had the chance to
no, im not some goddamn stalker
whats wrong with wanting to find out more about a person
as a friend
hyukhyuk

2004-08-22T19:19:00.000+08:00

this morning my mother was damn guilty and being sooo nice to me
thenn she read the messages in my handphone
(yst night i sent some messages to my dad about her)
SO YA. SHE GOT DAMN PISSED OFF
"THIS ISNT THE FIRST TIME, BLAHBLAH. FROM NOW ON IW ONT SEND U ANYWHERE, U IRON UR OWN CLOTHES BLAHBLAH"
fine, dont send me to school i wont go to school
i refuse to take the bus.
(okay also cause i dont wanna hand in my homework)

just came back from central
went to rianas house
complained alot and her moms so much nicer and knowledgable than mine

we should have respect for our parents?
i'll only respect my dad cause
MY MOM IS JUST SOMEONE WHO HAPPENED TO HAVE PREMARITAL SEX WITH MY DAD AND ENDED UP GIVING BIRTH TO ME
if it weren't for that one fateful night where
the two of them hadnt been able to control their urges
she wouldnt have gotten married to my father
whos damn nice to her.
and she would've proabbly slept with many guys for a few months before being dumped and realising that shes been cheated
so, does she deserve my respect?
and who am i to want respect from people right? yah im nt askin for respect from YOU
im one pissed off unreasonable bitch right now
what the hell was she doing readin my phone anyway
doesnt understand the word privacy
i wish i had a sibling to share my misery with
and we both could bitch about my mom together

okay im going on too much about my mother

cause of her i was in a bad mood = binge = purge later
if i have some stomach cancer, ITS ALL HER FAULT
BUT GOOD SINCE I DONT WANNA LIVE TO A RIPE OLD AGE
AND SEE MYSELF ALL RAISIN-LIKE

if i dont go to school tomorrow
i can devote my whole day to
exercising/scheming to kill her/lazing around/watching tv.
great life
p/s yaoen remember to remind me to book the tickets for this saturday! hahahah

YA LAH. MY MOTHER DOESNT APPRECIATE IT THAT I DONT GO OUT MUCH
I MIGHT AS WELL KEEP GOING OUT
I WONT EVEN COME HOME ONE DAY
AT LEAST ****'S MOTHER IS LIKE FUCKING COOL LA.
AND IM KINDA INTERESTED IN HIS DAD AS WELL
$_$ BUT NVM THATS NOT THE POINT.

"you see him jam his guitar
you think his god"
HAHAHAHHA DONT U THINK THATS A FUNNY PHRASE?!

2004-08-21T19:28:00.000+08:00

im so pissed
my mothers sucha mother fucker.
First she doesnt allow me to go meet ness
then when she allows me
i was damn rude to her and she got damn pissed

YALAH .
fucking getknocked up by my dad before even getting married?!?
you think im that fucking stupid?wait i may be stupid but im not an idiot
and my dad had the nerve to SIDE HER
my mothers damn useless seriously. she doesnt work
and shes not even a proper housewife
SHES EXACTLY LIKE A LEECH.
maybe i should appreciate it that she even allows me but
ITS NOT A MATTER OF NOT GOING OR GOING
its a matter of her not being happy that i wanted to go meet ness

she says that its too late
fuck her.
fuck her seriously u go fuck her.
LETS SEE
shouldnt she appreciate it that im not some fucking slut who keeps wanting to go out and does nothing productive the whole day? okay i dont get much done either but theres a difference
shouldnt she appreciate it that i even bother about certain things.
do i go out all the time? NO RIGHT
i dont even like to go out most of the time
even if im lazy,
AT LEAST IM NOT A SLUT. (like her)

and my dad
how dare he side her
HOW DARE HE
HOW FUCKING DARE HE
IM HIS ONLY DAUGHTER, HIS ONLY CHILD
AND DUH ITS OBVIOUS HE LIKES ME MORE THAN MY MOM
BECAUSE I SAY SO.
THEY SHOULD SUCK UP TO ME
IN CASE I DUMP THEM IN SOME OLD FOLKS HOME NEXT TIME

OKAY HE DIDNT EXACTLY SIDE HER
BUT HE DIDNT SPEAK UP FOR ME
THATS WHATS WRONG

yes, my mom shouldnt have said no the first time i asked her
see la, make me unhappy
everyone will suffer tonight.
im in a bad mood

MOAN BITCH, MOAN

hah someone called lookin for my mom
and since im home alone,
i was damn rude to that fuckface who called

anw had chinese oral today
and she kept laughing at me
then went to ****'s house with yaoen
watched american pie 3
and blahblahblahblah
then we went tp central to eat
YA LAH, FUCKING MOM
**** very manly indeed HAHA

2004-08-20T21:52:00.000+08:00

school was damn slack today,
arts awareness week is next saturday, and we're having a booth.
check it outtt.
maria tan is seriously damn stupid. had a fun time with liteng mocking maria.

went to meet andrea,haowen and yaoen at specialist shopping centre
went for ye's tuition! okay i just went there, sat there and dint do anything la
mocked this guy
wahaha but got quite tired at the end
the guy sitting in front of us talked so much cock
he reminded me of SOMEONE
goshies. golly GEE.

went to meet riana yixuan and simmmm
"and i never will be good enuff for SARAH"
says ***** wahahhaha
okay, fine by me and liteng
thennn me and yixuan got separated from riana and sarah simmmmm
we slept in delifrance and talked
gave riana a lift home after that.

life is just unfair
some people get away with everything, almost everything
even though like deep down they're really evil
im not specifically talkin bout anyone
but
you see, people think im bitchy and hate me
just cause i express my feelings and can be quite extreme
but, isnt it worse if i keep it inside and scheme
FUCKING SCHEME SILENTLY
or maybe i should start doing that
beware bitches, BEWARE
i'll never know, you'll never know, they'll never know

velcro sucks,
ya lah and i was the only dickhead
who nearly followed instructions
she said FIFTH button
i sewed half way between the fifth button and the edge
everyone else sewed at the edge
whatever happened FOLLOWING THE RULES.
hahahaha, but but kavina and dawn have to resew the thing
goon is so bias

im really dreading tomorrow.

not because im tough like dirty harry,
make her laugh just like jim carey

2004-08-18T18:03:00.000+08:00

went jogging with liteng after school today. it was a really funny experience.
went to rianas house after that , i enjoy talkin to her mum =)
OHOH while waiting for me and riana, my parents went outside school TO SMOKE. hahahahaha. and ye arranged another date with my dad to go JB.
mwahha, gau poh tek nearly saw. damn i hope azlin SEEs.
me,hw ye and liteng were standing outside school talkin to my parents
and my dad was smoking
if someone sees it, they'll think that my dads tryin to con young girls.

DID I MENTION TAHT ME AND NESS ARE VELCROED TOO.
azlin asked some people to tuck in their shirts properly and i asked her why they dont get velcroed too,
she said some lame shit thing like at least they dint run away from me

maybe i was doing a slow jog in taka?!?! gosh.

brought riana to the usuals (ness) yst =D got more vouchers! i have sucha glib tongue that aunties cant resist me

HAHHAA, DID I MENTION THAT LITENG PLAYS THE TRIANGLE AND TAMBERINE IN the band. mwahhaha. and we practised jamming in the toilet ponned bio today, and natania went to scold some sec one wahahhaha mr gary tan! cheer up =D god will always be with you. so will we. (L)
horny goats essence - hahahaha! riana showed it to me yst!!HORNY GOATS ESSENCE. WAHHAAHAHA

YESYES IM NO LONGER SITTING NXT TO JULIA. MY NEW PARTNER LAURA HELPS ME PACK MY DESK. heavennn =D

your legs are smooth, as they graze mine. we're doing fine. we're doing nothing at all.

2004-08-16T21:16:00.001+08:00

oh nooo, i forgot to bring my geog txtbook home. i really wanted to do well for geography because mr gary tans one of the coolest guys alive.!

haha. went to meet riana just nowww. so i studied a little bit of geography. hopefully i can pass it. i had three and a half hours of sleep last night. THIS IS BAD.

2004-08-16T21:16:00.000+08:00

oh nooo, i forgot to bring my geog txtbook home. i really wanted to do well for geography because mr gary tans one of the coolest guys alive.!

haha. went to meet riana just nowww. so i studied a little bit of geography. hopefully i can pass it. i had three and a half hours of sleep last night. THIS IS BAD.

2004-08-16T15:37:00.000+08:00

bio wasnt as bad as i expected =D studied bio with yaoen on the phone , from 11 to 2.30 AM. okay fine, we were talking and not really studying
she makes me look like a FUCKING EVIL BANANA
seriously. gosh.
and she forced me to do something
something=(
for the glory of love, or so she claims?!

she thinks ____ isnt a gentleman. HAHAHA.
gentleman bu hao de, xiang gay ze yang.
___ likes fair girls. so, im going to start using whitening products.

wahha,
the usuals again with ness today
today was even more sinful that usual.
which is FUCKING SINFUL

geog tomorrow. so relaxxxeed =D
just breeze through everything
U KNOW.
met audrey liteng haowen in the bus
was damn funny la. hao xiang hen jiu mei you he ta men jiao wang arh. dui bu dui
we kept making fun of this big breasted woman
see, thank god i wore normal bra today
can compete with her. ahhahaha

im mean to people i like
so if im ever mean to you, that means i really like you alot.

MORE POP UP ADS ON RAZORS.
OR SOME STUPID CLOCK SYNC

2004-08-15T20:44:00.000+08:00

its 8 43 pm and i havent studied my bio.
was talking on the phone for 8932740924732 hours

i swear ur guitar skils have improved =D

oreo o's are yummy (ness , the usuals arh)
the best way to eat them is to eat the black thing together with the marshmallows
cause if u keep eating the black thing it gets abit bitter
and you'll get sick of the marshmallows if u eat them altogether

2004-08-15T09:28:00.000+08:00

How can you say your life is empty
So late in the day
Why would you stay another second
Now your sight got in the way
A combination
Of love and aggression

Another second lived
Don't paint the silence black now save me
Don't leave it a day
You got a right to stand or die so maybe
You take chances all the same

Pain comes in stages
If we dont make it
Nothing changes
Now the violence sleeps inside
Abandon feeling for just a piece of mind

It's the reason why your teething side frustrates me
Now the violence sleeps inside
Abandon feeling for just a piece of mind

It's the reason why your teething side irates me
Dont leave me to pick up on your questions
Not even a day
It's alright to finish up your sentence
You talk all the same

Pain comes in stages if we don't make it
Nothing changes
Now the violence sleeps inside
Abandon feeling for just a piece of mind
It's the reason why your teething side frustrates me
Now the violence sleeps inside
Abandon feeling for just a piece of mind
It's the reason why your teething side irates me
Now the violence sleeps inside
Abandon feeling for just a piece of mind
It's the reason why your teething side frustrates me
Now the violence sleeps inside
Abandon feeling for just a piece of mind
It's the reason why your teething side irates me

2004-08-13T20:44:00.000+08:00

i had a menses stain today

yes, im not ashamed of it

hahaha. i was embarrassed.

NOT ANYMORE. FUCK U

IF UR A GUY, THINK HAVE U EVER HAD AN ERECTION IN PUBLIC? DUH U HAVE. CAUSE U FUCKING MASTURBATE AND SURF PORN ALL THE GODDAMN TIME. AND WHEN ASKED IF U DO, U EITHER SAY NO OR USED TO .TRY SOMETHING NEW

IF UR A GIRL, THEN DUH OBVIOUSLY U HAD A MENSES STAIN SOMEWHERE SOMEHOW SOMEWHERE OUT THERE. RIGHT? NO BIGGIE DONT HAVE TO FEEL EMBARRASSED

AND NO ONE IS IN ANY POSITION TO FUCKING JUDGE ME

CAUSE AT LEAST I CONFESS IT. THESE ARE MY CONFESSIONS.

2004-08-13T18:35:00.000+08:00

so screwed for chem today.

slept after twenty mins but penis ang scolded meee

went out with ness after school, the usuals. . HAHAHA. aww saw a screwed up version of my husband. sigh

thennn met riana yixuan and sarah at borders before my tuition.

THE SIMS IN LOVE

anw, nyeh. went for todays tuition cause i dint go that day. wahahha me and liteng scared everyone there. hahahhaha. we called one of the guys there loverboy. and we kept saying tA MEN BU GOU MAN ARH. =) had alot of fun with her. ITS GOOD TO SCARE THOSE STUPID BOYS. RIGHT?!?!

______________________

and i am gonna kill myself RIGHT NOW.

think back on yesterday..

2004-08-12T19:23:00.000+08:00

went to study chem with riana just now
with kelvin teaching

wah, confirm fail tomorrow. hahahaha
dint get much done
(as usual)

I HATE STUDYING
and i forgot to bring back my chem tys
jaycee chan is jacky chans son. ahah
his face is very very mockerish

OHOH
mr si went into the toilet today
aaand, me liteng and kuku followed him in
;);)
sigh, my daughter tracy
tracy dear, remember daddy's not coming home tonighttt

I KNOW IT MIGHT BE WRONG BUT IM IN LOVE WITH TRACYS DAD

im gonna go try and study
but i'll probably end up watching sex and thecity/ talkin on the phone
or
watching tv.

AH. bye bitches.

2004-08-09T14:25:00.000+08:00

i hate public holidays. everyone will be out, or doing something some how like fucking themselves?!

i cant stand silly malay boys who fiddle around with their dicks in the middle of the ocean
i hate popup ads, and dirty old men
cant stand brainless girls who flirt half their lives away

this is what usually happens when u go blading on a saturday,
there will be some stupid girl with her hair hung over her shoulders
tryin to rollerblade, and duh she cant.
she just cant grasp the concept of MOVING UR GODDAMN LEGS FORWARD IN WHEELS
oh no, what does she do? duh call some boys along!
so, she calls all her ahbeng friends along to teach her
then she starts giggling and keeps falling down
nono, she falls into the arms of some scrawny guy who
looks like he hasnt eaten for ten years.
they will block the whole pathway
and annoy the hell out of everyone. the girl will then GIGGLE MORE in a sickeningly sweet voice
and flirt like no hell.

why not just go be a hooker
AT LEAST MAKE SOME MONEY OUT OF WHATEVER SHIT UR GONNA DO.

hahahaha
shiok la. for guys
those kinda girls are usually willing to flirt with every guy
and somehow find every guy cute, even though he is possibly the most ugly creature on earth.

"MY AIM IS TO FUCK EVERY GUY, I MUST FUCK EVERY GUY I MUST I MUST I MUST"
-- or so she sayssssssss

chloe's in usa now!
=D

anw me and ness are tryin to launch atomic bombs and nuclear weapons
at * * * * *
BUY A CLUE
hehehehhe

2004-08-08T16:30:00.000+08:00

yaoens confirmation today =)
aww. hahaha
sorry for maluing u la. =p
me and liteng are seriously gonna perish in hell next time
some psycho kept staring at andrea
then me liteng hw and jan stared back at him. wahha
pssst, i kept tryin to get intimate with tracy's dad

but but but
he didnt WANT TO. =( HIS DAMN SERIOUS. sniff
priests look quite important
i wanna marry one next time. mwahha

emma
sarah
yaoen

during the mass, i kept tryin to pretend that i like the guy sitting behind us
wahaha. embarrassed tracy and ye =(
thenn me and liteng pretended to get married in front of some statue. haha

after that andrea jan me and ye went to glass house to eat
=D

2004-08-07T21:47:00.000+08:00

went blading with riana today
saw the ahlong i USED to find cute find it so silly now. lol.
plus he became so skinny. oh no BU GOU MAN ARH.

anyway after blading it was damn fun!! her mother had to go fetch some indian people from the airport and she let us wait in the car then we rolled down the windows and sang damnnnnn loudly
kept waving this fucking feather duster around. wahhaa then the taxi drivers on a break kept looking. WAHAHA i swear we drove around singapore today fullerton is niceeee
THE NIGHT AIR IS FREESSH BABAYEE. WAHAHHA
her mother is damn funny! she asked the indian people "do u like music" HAHAHAHHA

oooh, saw singapore air force people running at east coast THEY WERENT CUTE BUT I WAS ATTRACTED TO THE WORDS AIR FORCE.

cant wait for ye's confirmation tmrw =D i hope u know that I WOULDT MISS IT FOR THE WORLD. and and and and really, we wont malu u in front of ur church friends and act like we know every single one of them. hehehe aww, my yaoen has grown up

2004-08-06T14:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY
wahahaha,
im currently at ness's house and shes SLEEPING.
went for lunch at scotts just now =D
oooh .saw ashley and eudora at taka.
ness thinks that we put them in a spot. WAHAHAA

i know a guy called bryan
he is in love with prawn ryan
he is really gay and loves to eat hay

anw, the chinese and modern dance people are very gentle and graceful, plus sweet
SOUNDS LIKE ME RIGHT.
if u tell me im sweet,gentle and graceful i'll give you five hundred dollars.
great. im a dancer as well

LAP DANCER . k kidding, (only gave ye a lap dance cause shes getting confirmed this sunday! =D)

went to holland village with sarah and yixuan yst
ate at essential brew? or something. wahahha. the waitor BU SHI REAL MAN ARH.
anw i left early, and they were left to pay the bill. mwahhaha
but i'll return them the moneyyy =)

ohoh, chloe's leaving. AND SHE TOLD ME ON THURSDAY.
BYE LACE. IM LEAVING FOR SANFRANSISCO ON SUNDAY. BYEBYE. ITS IN THREE DAYS TIME. CAN U GET ANY MORE EARLY. ahhahhaa bon voyage
have fun there u italian. its a pity.. we could've become closer ;);)

SHITUATION.
HAHAHHAHA

siti told me that shes tryin to get crossbred to come play in our sch for assembly (since they keep having people like stella ng, rnb or weirdos who cant make it w/o cute guitarists)
wahahha, YESYES. PETER SHAUN DODGER

my new ambition is to become yixuans stepmum. mwahahha. her mother leads a damn goood life, driving a nice car around. hahaha. intro ur dad la. mr ng ;) haha
ness just refuses to wake up =(

2004-08-02T20:33:00.000+08:00

ryan got better looking =D 22nd episode of OC. he looks more...

rugged.

my mothers so goddamn annoying, IT SHOULD JUST BE ME AND MY DAD. hah. since i cant click with my mum cause shes too .... .... .... ....
i wonder how my dad can stand being married to her for erm... 384928432 years
she should be banned from driving as well. her whole family should be banned from the earth. Technically, its my family too.. but but. i shall refuse to acknowledge any of them. they're nice but since they're related to my mum
anyway shes tryin to act like my dad ,. face it we'll never get along. she just asked me if theres friends tonight. WHAT FOR

natania poked fun of juju again today =( with some help from ness as well. dont be so mean larh. SHES MY PARTNER AFTERALL. hahaha. u know when she rolls her eyes, she doesnt mean it in a bad way. its a habit. when shes thinking she rolls her eyes, and she happens to think alot. look at her, so innocent "her fringe covers her forehead just the right amount, that way her yinyanh is balanced and not too much light escapes - natania"

but.. she INDULGES IN PORNO BOOKS..AS IN SERIOUSLY, IM NOT JOKING i was just sitting so innocently in class, when i saw a sandra brown book on her table. no wonder she loves to read.. THE PRINCESS AND HER PIRATE. wtf. hahahahahahahha

ness came over for awhile just now..
=D

oooh yeah, while waiting for my parents to come pick us up, liteng, me and ness met LINGAM at the foyer. wahhaha. and he talked to us!! ness said that lingam likes me most cause he stood nearest to me! YES. his chief security officer okayy =) i love a dark man in uniform. HAHA
in the begining of the year,
he brought this photo album of himself when he was younger and showed it to us
and told us how handsome he was when he was younger. wahahah

2004-07-31T23:02:00.000+08:00

ahahahaha while ye was dreaming of her prince in his castle far far away, me and jan kept disturbing her with our sexy nicholas wannabe voices.

well, todays a saturday and i've waxed my legs. HAHA. believe ?

okay i tried to make myself more knowlegable. im on the way there mann. =) yes, shall post something natania wrote up next time. hehehe

2004-07-30T21:29:00.000+08:00

you go home and you cry and you want to die

fridays are so relaxed,. =( i hate saturdays i hate saturdays i hate saturdays

i hate going out. okay not hate. sometimes its fun but it depends on the company. im happy being lazy and just lazing at home. where i have my OC and friends, and ness just a CLICK away. HAHA =D i love going to ness's house for secret meetings as well

ness "thank you for adding me on msn a year ago"

oh that day i saw some show about haunted places in hollywood.And theres this hotel where marilyn monroe always stays in, the staff say that they still see her reflection in the mirror. wahaha. cant believe she was married to arthur miller, whos probably ugly (since his a writer, and writers are usually ugly) HAHA. aww, i bet yaoen loves nicholas sparks. wahhaa.

yah my exercise regime isnt going well. so if u tell me that i've lost weight next week i will punch u for being such a big fat liar. but i'll secretly like you alot, ;) cause im just acting modest. cause duh i lost 5 kg.

WHOS THE BIG FAT LIAR NOW. wahahahah

damn eyecandy is so cute. ness told me he has a wax figurine of his hand pointing the middle finger :) hohoho

you're superficial im a misfit.

2004-07-29T17:10:00.000+08:00

the chem relief teacher hates me and natania wahhaha. cause we laughed for two whole periods
natania wrote a letter to my partner (i confiscated the letter) ;) you see, she has a secret lusting for her. julias quite nice i guess. so stop mocking her =p
left notes for imaginary china scholars in 3c2 as well

wear no disguise for me
come into the open

LIFE IS A BORE.
if you tell me that i've lost weight (next week la) i will be very nice and like you alot.
and i will give u five hundred dollars

ATTENTION: YAOEN IS THE SEC 3 LEVEL CAPT FOR NETBALL. wahhahha.congrats u bitch. and u dont want mr loh to think ur like me?!?! come on, he'll love u more if he finds out ur like me!! wahhaha. i can have a private talk with him about you if you want..

felt really guilty about house prac yesterday , why must mr lee boon keng be so fucking nice
AT LEAST LEARN TO SCOLD.

2004-07-25T18:48:00.000+08:00

worst of all, you never call baby when you say u will

wahhaha. clark kent is so yesterday.

i've beeen indulging in too much fattening stuff. heh. oh well. being fat is my punishment then. wahhaha. so, starting from tomorrow i will be on a strict exercise regime. (they never work, but just thinking about it comforts me)
___ ran 29 rounds. im a _____ wannabe. haha her boyfriend is just.... okay not dropdead gorgeous, but A PILOT =O.

ooh! SITI TINA PENISFINGERS HASNT FORGOTTEN ME =D she says its cause my ass is too big wahhahahhahaha.     woooo. U LIKE THAT TINA BABY?

PENNY ANG PENNY ANG PENNY ANG. wheres mr loh. sigh. =(     he bends down and shows me more...     (i love a member of the staff)    yes, i do sleep with mr loh. im a slut. wahhaha.
my next target is mr lee boon keng ;) just kiddin. its

MR GARY TAN. oooh. p/s: me and ness disturbed bobdog aka that weird teacher who is gonna teach us for awhile.    duh bobdog got scared of us     ARE WE THAT SCARY
ARE WE?!?! WHY. IM HURT. sigh i 'll just go cut myself. im useless at everything i do. i might as well just kill myself. school is stressing me out. SIGHZ. (okay that was just to freak you out)

its been fun going on roadtrips with ye and my dad. =D
the three of us have been chillin' together, basically just hanging out and stuff. HAHAHAHAHA

oooh i remember chandler calling the thingie on the chin that ben affleck and jessica simpson havee a face-ass. FACE-ASS feaces

2004-07-20T18:12:00.000+08:00

had detention today. thank god it was patrick lim (his too dumb)

heheheh.we swept the hall and helped pack some racial harmony magnet

hahahahhahahahahah we didnt count properly and 3s1 got like a few magnets only

plus we wrote a love note to mr loh and stuck it in the middle of the pile ;)

the office woman chased us out cause we were too noisy AHHH.

so the detention ended one hour early.

p/s: MR TAN, PLEASE READ BELOW

LINGAM MISSES ME.

yes! im meeting my loverboy tomorrow

hahaha that sounded sick

anyway,

yaoen, dont back out on the deal

find two guys who wanna watch THE NOTEBOOK by NICHOLAS SPARKS

and they will really sincerely FUCKING ENJOY THE SHOW. not the sex scenes,

the weepy weepy scenes

and they like the song glory of love by north

~~and they cry themselves to sleep at night thinking about life~~

they enjoy listening to AH FUCK DUNOE LAH

OKAY IN OTHER WORDS FIND TWO STRAIGHT GUYS

WHO HAVE gay characters

then me and ness will treat you to this japanese steak place at taka

angus. if u cant find two guays, u treat us. =D

"cinema" "popcorn" " dvds "

anyone wanna come to me and ness's cinema? (keane has a small share in it)

entry fee = five dollars

if u're related u get a discount. mwaahhaha!

will give more details next time..

happy be-earlied racial harmony day!

bio test sucked big time on monday. everyone found it easy except me since i dint study .. slept like ten mins after the test hoho.

SCREW SCHOOL. I'LL STUDY FOR FINAL YEAR LA I HOPE.

i really wanna go to the vietnam missionary trip. damn. even though it'll be dirty

but we have to go thru some selections after we sign up and our results are supposed to be good. does that mean that people with bad results arent allowed to help those in the third world country? and why must the last day for signing up be on LAST FRIDAY

2004-07-16T18:55:00.000+08:00

waited for my date, mr LEE BOON KENG at the library
sigh. after ten minutes i gave up

in the words of a broken heart..

i went to plaza singapura with riana
we saw her __ there, hahaha
she says im her jinx/llucky charm cause whenever shes wit me,
we see him!
wanted to go baybeats
but decided not to since i wasnst feeling well
went to the library instead
and i fell asleep while she read some erotic lesbian book

had a fucking bad sore throat the whole day
i am pain intolerant
AHHH. AND I DRANK 39842094320 GALLONS OF WATER
PLUS I REFILLED FROM THE WATER COOLER
IM GONNA DIE OF GERM INFESTED SALIVAS AND MINERAL STONES OR WHATEVER CRAP.

natania arh brother brother,
i understand, really i truly understand
ARENT U TRULY BLESSED?!

we dont even talk no more

2004-07-15T18:31:00.000+08:00

THANKS RACHEL TANG FOR THE PRESENTS =D
i'll give you yours at the end of july since u gave mine one month + late . muahahah

heh. there was this man at the bus stop outside sch yesterday
and he was wearing this damnnnnnn fucking tight tights.
the tights were like practically suffocating his package
as in wrapped so tightly you can see the outline of it
and i burst out laughing. HAHAHAHA
Ness was so disgusted.
why must he do this to himself? cant he just wear normal comfortable shorts. is he THAT proud of his assets?

just came back from tp central
went to meet rianaaa =)
SORRY I WAS SO TIRED JUST NOW

hahaha
just now in class, we opened up the STD booklet
and put it on the teachers table
then we put a scissors and a penknife on the booklet
pointing to the picture of some herpes,syphillis or gonorhhea thing
plus some tissue paper

oooh! tingxie today
she sent me all the way to the back
and i happily cheated. hahahah.
I FEEL SO SMART BITCHES

2004-07-14T20:33:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha
geog was damn funny today
we were supposed to pretend to be at some conference
and natania kept acting smart
"time timet time"
"its not only my job but its my passion too"
muahah. and she kept giving her 0.0001 cents worth.
HYUKHYUK

went out for lunch with ness after school =D
then we went borders to read magazines
there was this little girl there who gave me a duck and said
"DUCK"
and i pushed it back to her and said "DUCK"
and we continued doing this

HAHAHAH.

had some talk abt STD's yst
kept laughing at the talk
the speaker was this guy who looks like he has a damn small
and he said that he had a wild encounter the previous night

ooohooh. got to see a lambs heart today
for bio. wasnt as gross as i expected. =D
nono. pilots
not doctors. pilots

2004-07-11T13:10:00.000+08:00

NESS SHOWED ME SOMETHING TODAY
and since she spread SUCH JOY to me
i decided to let others experience SUCH JOY AS WELL.
mwahhaha.

i showed it to siti
and she wanted MOREMOREMOREMORE!

"WE MUST LET THE HUMAN SOCIETY KNOW ABOUT THIS BLACK SHEEP"
- jiawen

cant wait to show it to yaoen! =D teehee.
DONT U KNOW HOW WRONG THIS IS?!
HOW SINFUL.

HOW I HYPERVENTILATED WHEN I SAW IT.
IT IS JUST horrifying
thanks ness, for dedicating it to me
for it has changed my life in many ways

im no longer the bitch i used to be,
i have become a bigger bitch.
mwahhahahaha.

okay my dads friend gave us more chocolates again
he got it free from hyatt
fucker. i hope he burns in hell
he wants my whole family to have diabeties (?)
and get sick
and put on 2318730127319283234932849234324 TONNES
nvm. DONT U KNOW THAT IN INDIA
BEING FAT IS CONSIDERED GOOD?!

i like BIG BUTTS AND I CANNOT LIE.. U OTHER BROTHERS CANT DENY

YOUR MAMA'S SO FAT WHEN SHE STEPS ON THE SCALE
IT SAYS TO BE CONTINUED..

Cause love is like the right dress
On the wrong girl
You never know what you're gonna find
You think you're high and fine as wine
Then you wind up like a dog in a ditch
cause love is like a wrong turn
On a cold night
ain't that a bitch

2004-07-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHHA.
yes jan, i giving u the spiderman two soundtrack ;)

2004-07-10T11:29:00.000+08:00

Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain